It hurts deeply when the person you love and fully trust breaks your heart in the worst way ever.
In most cases we love the people that hurt us and hurt the people that love us. Trust me I've never also been able to understand this logic. If you have someone that loves you with all their might just hold onto them tightly and don't ever let them slip off.
It's really hard for someone to go back to normal when everything is shattered.
Breyson's P.O.V
"Hey Sweetie pie!" I cupped Merly's cheeks as I kissed her on the lips.
"How are you, you look exausted. Look at you!" I grab her hand as we sat on the couch.
"Talk to me, Whatsapp? You're so trapped in your world full of worries." I tell her while rubbing my fingers around her cheeks with a much more concerned voice this time.
"Breyson, I don't know how you're going to take this but I got to break it, God, I don't know how I can say this." She says the last bit whispering to herself so I can not hear a thing.
"What is it? Just say it." I replied.
"I_I _I'm, I_I'm pregnant.." she broke the news with so much worry in her tone.
"Wow, beautiful! I'm going to be a father, I can't believe it! Come here!" I grabbed her into a very tight embrace. Sadness and fear invades my whole body as she forcefully pulls away. I'm confused!
"Brey, Brey, Brey! Please let go!" She yelled
"Merly, I don't get you, what is going on?!"I asked her.
"I'm pregnant but the baby, the baby isn't yours!" She cried out.
I laughed out loud sacarstically.
This is beyond me, I swear. I whisper to myself.
"Is that a lie Merly?!" I yell that out as I push her to the wall.
"I'm sorry!" she begs.
Who's the father?! I swear I'm going to kill the both of you! Who's the father?! Answer me!
"It's Rapha!"
What?! Rapha_...Raphael?! My Cousin?! The thought of it breaks me, I let go of her as my mind travels back..
Rapha! What are you doing here? I asked him as he came out Merly's apartment. A few seconds later Merly came out.
"Oh, hey lion!" She said this with a smile of immense satisfaction on her face as she pats Rapha's shoulder at the same time looking me straight in the eyes.
How tactful. I think to myself as I enter the bathroom rip off my clothes and then open the shower, feel the warm water hoping it will wash away all the pain and all the memories from my head,mind, veins, body. God! Merly was everything to me, she occupied every part of me. Damn it!How could she?! But then the water seems not to understand me as another incident crosses my mind.
I press the door bell at Rapha's house he couldn't hear me, the music was playing real loud.
I realize the door was slightly open. Hmm, he probably forgot to lock it.
I went inside and figured he could be in his bedroom so I went straight to his room.
Before I could know on the door, I heard voices that sounded familiar to me, I pictured Merly on top of Rapha but I shook it off my mind. "No, Merly can't do that." I said to myself.
I left right away since I didn't want to invade Rapha's intimate moments with whichever bitch he brought in that time...
So Merly was the bitch! That whore! I punch the wall and it really hurts my hands but the pain isn't compared to the one I was feeling inside.
After some couple of hours, I notice someone is knocking on my door.
"Merly go away, don't force me to do something I'll regret. I don't ever want to see your bitchy face! Get out!"
"Breyson I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you! Please open the door. Don't do anything crazy." She yelled.
"Crazy I'll get if I open that door and I find you still standing there. I swear I won't hesitate on doing something to you even if you are pregnant!" I yelled back. Of all people you decided to sleep with my cousin! Is that how cheap you could get?! What exactly was i not giving you. I've ever lost count of the times I always asked you if you needed something but no, you always said you were not lacking
anything and that I was giving you everything. Why then did you go ahead and do this to me?! Where did i go wrong?!" I cried.
"Please I'm sorry, I know sorry is not enough but I nolonger had feelings for you. I didn't want to keep you in the dark. I hope you understand. Rapha was going to talk to you but I wanted to do it myself because I really wanted you to first hear it from me." She pleaded.
"Just leave! I hope you don't regret your actions in future and I hope I don't ever see your filthy faces again! Do me a favor, leave the copies of the keys on your way out and tell Rapha I don't need to hear his side of the story, not even his stupid apology." I stated.
Breys....
"GET OUT!!!!!" I shouted back before she could complete my name, threw a book onto the door which I suppose scared her off. After that, the house was all silent, i guess she finally left.
It hurts so much, to think that I always listened to what she said. Believed all the lies of having a big family with me. The names of our children that we always drafted. The hopes of getting old together. How can someone be so cruel?!
Suddenly my phone vibrates.
"Yes Nora." I answered the call, trying so hard to sound normal but I guess that didn't work.
"Boss are you alright. I hope all is well?" She asked.
"Yes I'm fine, do not worry about me. Tell me why did you call?!" I asked.
"I called to remind you of the important meeting and presentation you have tomorrow. I hope you still remember it and that you are prepared." She replied.
"Oh don't worry about it, I have it recorded and I'm fully prepared for the presentation. Thanks though for reminding me about it." I answered.
"Alright, that sounds great and if you need anything just call me. I'm always available unless otherwise. See you tomorrow. I hope we win this deal and I strongly believe that we will. I trust you boss. Have a goodnight." And with that she hang up the phone.
I must say she called at the perfect moment because I really needed some distraction.
Talking about the presentation, I need to wake up early tomorrow. It's a very important day for me and the company at large. I hope all goes well and we get that contract.
For some odd reason I should be getting rid of Merly's property but I feel like I can't do it. She hurt me so deeply but I seem like I don't want her out of my mind. Perhaps I still think that maybe she will change her mind and come running back to me.
The joy i got when i thought I was going to be a father was immense. For what she did, I don't think I will ever love any woman the way I loved Merly.
But how will I move on without her.
***Flash backs****
Breyson: Hey, what are you doing here all alone.
Merly: I'm waiting for a tax.
Breyson: Alone?! This is quite a dangerous zone. How about I take you home?
Merly: Never mind it's already here.
Breyson: Ooh! Atleast give me your number!
Later that night, I checked on her just to know if she got to her destination safe and sound. We got fond of each other and slowly we fell in love.
The first time we made love was like heaven on earth. Our bodies and souls connected. It was so magical. The promises we made to each other. And now she has broken each single one of them.
The way she said she nolonger had feelings for me made me feel like I didn't know who was saying all those words to me. She sounded rude and determined, more like a stranger. Where was that innocent sweet girl i met that night.
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Author's Note
The sudden devastating news that Breyson got this evening is so harsh, to hell with Merly, God Punish her!
QN: Team Belinda, do you think with the ugly mood Breyson is in, will he be in position to look through Belinda's resume for the job?!
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