Three days have been passed but I'm still thinking who the mystery guy is. It is someone that I know?
I'm now here on my room, waiting. Nina said that my mom will visit now. Then a minute later I heard series of knock Nina open it and a woman on his age entered ,a scent of a lavender flower is the first thing that I noticed. She never change his perfume, she had the same scent that I love.
'Hi baby, how are you? Do you miss mom?"
"Yes, mom where's dad?"
"He's in the car, waiting"
"Why come here alone? He didn't miss me?'
"No baby your daddy really misses you a lot he's on the car waiting because we were going home "then she smiled
"Really??" I'm shock really, wow after a year they already decided to take me home finally, I miss my room.
After I opened our door, screams of happiness and numbers of congratulates welcome me. They are glad that I'm finally home.
8 in the evening when they decided to go home; my mom sent me to my room and helps me fix my things. I already lay on my bed when she bid her goodbye, she give me kisses before she leave.
Its already an hour after lying on my bead, but I never felt sleepy, I'm happy that all of these seems surreal. I thought hospital will be my home after I hospitalize a year ago, but look at me now? Sleeping on my bed, no machines attached on my body. I feel alive again. Having this type of cancer is scary, but fighting alone is the scariest of all it's like you against the world. So, I'm blessed to have a family like them, they never leave me, they are always there for me to remind me that I'm not alone on this fight, I still have them.
I woke up late the next morning it's the hangover of what happened yesterday, I still do my usual routine my mom insist on helping me but I refused. Now, I'm no longer at the hospital I want to feel alive again, I want to feel that I'm normal, I want to experience the life of teenage girl like me. After my routine, I tried to find for my journal. I found it on one of my drawer, I am sure mom kept this together with my other things. I open it and try to find an available page. I start to write what are my plans. I made a bucket list I'm hoping that I can still fulfill it.I change the most comfortable clothes I have, black jeans paired with hoody lavender jacket, I really love lavender. I look for a cap and luckily I found one, I also wear a mask, for safety purposes, wear my white rubber shoes, my wallet, my phone then ready to go!. Mom and Dad are not around so I'm free to go, I told year that I will buy something to the nearest mall, at first she didn't allow me but I told her that I will be fine, so she agreed as long as I'm with Manong Ruel our new family driver. I look at my watch and its 10, Mom and dad usually went home at 8 so I have already a lot of time to enjoy. When I reach at the mall's parking lot I told my driver that I will just text him if I will go home already, my goal today is to have my freedom then how can I have that if I have a chaperone with me all the time.
I went first to bookstore. My first plan is to buy my authors new released book. That book was limited so I must hurriedly buy that if I want to have that. And I don't want losing something important to me so I ask the attendant if where is the fiction section after she assist me, I reach the section and found out that the book that I'm going to buy already have one copy, but before my hands touches the book someone grab it from me, and just like that my world started to crumple.