At that time when Sun Mo died-
Chiyou's mind went complete blank when his friend took last breath in his arms, he couldn't do anything to save his dear friend.
The strength, the blessing, and everything else he held pride.... they all meant nothing when he wanted to save his friend.
Chiyou started asking himself, "what does this power, skills and this blessing I hold are worth for?
I couldn't even protect my friend, what is the reason of my existence?"
Luo Ye cursing Chiyou for him being the reasons why everyone in pain made Chiyou think if he really is responsible for all this.
He asked himself, "am I.... really responsible for my friends death?
Am I the reason why my parents died?
Am I the reason why Xue Wen died?
Am I.... the reason for everything?"
Chiyou has completely lost his sense of thinking straight, he is confused and don't know what he should do now.
Everyone he loved, they all have left his side.
