"Have you ever tried to find them? Not even once?" Xiong Wenling asks Chiyou.
Chiyou is confused right now, he is not getting why Xiong Wenling is asking such a question when he had given his answer to her during the time when they both met each other in past.
So why is she asking this question again?
Still, he won't be giving her a half-hearted answer, he told her "to be honest, there were times when I did think about my real parents.
The first time when I knew that I was adopted, my whole world felt like it was crushed by a big force, it made me feel like I was all alone.
My own real parents who gave birth to me, just what was the reason they threw me away... if they wanted to throw me away, then why even give birth to me?
Did I ask them to give birth to me?"
Xiong Wenling could see anger, sadness, worry, and all other sorts of feeling from Chiyou's face and also feel from his words.
