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Chapter 2 - SUSAN

Susan as mother of jill already know about her daughter habit, she always cheer up her no matter what she do. some time she sad about her cause she just stay in the room all day long , she doesn't know what happen to her she just telling heart to heart with her. sometime jill say empty but susan doesn't know she feeling. she just say jill is ok. i don't know what will happen when she say want to suiced and harmself.

she just i girl susan think she in puberitas of age to adult women i think. she say empty but she is ok for me, but sometime i feel unusual to her sometime she cry for nothing, sometime angry, and sometime she smile look happy person. oh my daughter my lovely girl my everything i will do anything for you jill she say inside. sometime i want she to consoul a doctor but in my hometown is very taboo because if people know it they will say jill crazy. and i don't want it that.

so i don't bring her to see adoctor i just say inside she will be fine like other. and now i am so exited cause she can find the meaning of live and she 'll find the activity that she neeed so she doesn't feel emptyness again. when she turn 25 years she find that she need so i am happy for her. jill doesn't feel empty again and she getting adult with her works now.

can you belive that poppy finaly jill find what she want and she just in the good shape of mood. am happy to hear that susan she will be like yours, yeah i think so popp am so happy of her. she is my only daughter you now it. when she garduate for the university she feel lonely doesn't have friend to  tell her storry and she interovert. maybe you should ask a long time ago when before gradute from university, maybe we can't fix and figure it out about the problem.

jill she is a fine person when she college she has may friend and everyone want to be her friend. she have boy friend too. and always funny in the home and in the good of mood. i don't know while she graduate from university she turn 360 celcius like that. the first i figure it out she is fine but she doesn't want to apply job she just play in her room and i don't assist she go to work but she become introvert person that i don't know.

she just stay in the room listen music, whatcing tv , play internet and other. she just play with her gadget and the stuff thing. i don't know why she become like that. sometime she cry, sometime she angry and sometime she smile and laught like happy. she is like moody person when her turn 20 years old. sometime i just silent and quiet to let it go happen. and so far so good she being like that. maybe you're right pop we should figure it out  a long time ago. so we can handle the situation now, yeah i think so mom ok i'll go to office before i am late.