I opened my eyes just to find myself lying down on the floor infront of my painting.
As i remembered everything, i couldnt help but cry.
I was crying like a baby.
How could i forget him. How.
How could i not recognize him.
How could i be afraid of him
I soon realized... The reason why i saw him as a monster..
The reason why i was sooo afraid of him..
It was because i couldnt recognize him.
I couldnt remember him so my mind pictured him as a very horrifying being.
I met him more than two years ago. We started dating two years ago. and finally moved in together.
We were planning to get married and live happily together. He was the love of my life. And now...
How could i forget him.
I was crying my eyes out when my phone went off. I didnt hear it at first as i was too lost in my thoughts.
I took my phone and saw my mom calling. I picked it up.
"Honey?"
I was still crying. I wasnt in a position to be able to answer her.
"Im so sorry. Three months ago i got a call from the hospital saying.. You were found in a car accident. And your boyfriend...
Im so sorry luv. You've been in coma for three months. The doctor said that you could have amnesia, judging by the concussion you had on ur head.
Thats why i removed all his stuff from your house incase you end up going there.
I didnt want you to be in pain."
The phone hanged up.
I didnt move at all. My mind was a mess.
So I just sat there
crying
alone
in darkness.
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Next day...
Here i was standing infront of his grave.
Wearing a black dress and the ring he gave me. I was looking like a wreck. I couldnt sleep at all. I stayed up all night just crying.
"Im sorry"
As i said those words, i couldnt hold it anymore. My legs gave up and i fell to the ground. I was crying.
"Im so sorry"
"Im sorry i forgot you. Im so sorry i came so late. I couldnt even be in your funeral. Im so sorry"
I kept crying my heart out.
Far in the distance, beside a tree, a figure was standing. He was very transparent as if he was a human. He had a sad smile on him and a tear fell off.
"You came"