Darkness~~
Where am i. I cant see anything.
Hmm hmm~~~
A humming sound can be heard. Seems like a man is humming.
Who is there?! Where am i?
Suddenly it became all silent. I could feel someone approaching me.
Who is there??!
Footsteps could be heard. Then it stopped right in front of me.
Someone was caressing my face.
I tried to move but i couldnt move at all.
Whats happening? I thought. I was shivering in fear. The thought of not being able to do anything was scaring me. What if this person infront of me was bad. What if he wanted to harm me. I wouldnt be able to do anything.
Nothing.
And then i heard a voice.
I want all of you
Beep
Your body
Beep
Your mind
Beep
Your heart
Beep
Everything~~
Slowly his words faded away.
Then..
*sob*
*sob*
Hm? That sounds like someone is crying. But who is it? Why are you crying?
Random thoughts filled up my mind. Suddenly it felt like tons of needles were poking in my brain. Because of the pain, i forced my eyes to open. Blinding light greeted me. I tried to move but in vain. Slowly my surroundings became clearer.
Where am i.
White sheets. White walls. Clean. Some medical scents. I looked to my side only to be greeted by my sweet mother.
Mom?
I tried to say but my voice could hardly be heard. Its as if i hadn't talked for a long time.
But mother still heard me.
"Lina?! Lina. Oh my lina. Doctor!? She's awake! My baby is awake!! "
She kept caressing my face. The doctor soon came in. He checked my eyes and vitals. I was still confused.
How did i end up in a hospital.
And so i asked
"Mom. What happened?"
"Do u remember what happened to u?" The doctor asked
"Not really"
After that the doctor gave a look to my mother and they both left me alone. After a while my mother came in and said
" you just hurt ur head too much, darlin'. Because of the shock, you cant remember"
After three days, i was allowed to go back home. Mom took me home.
Mom always have been by my side. I lost my father when i was very young in a car accident. Since then mom is all i have.
I was sitting on the couch with my mom trying to remember my past. But all i see is darkness. its as if i lost a piece of my life. This feeling. Feeling of forgetting something very important.
"Luv. You went for a field trip alone and got in an accident. That's how you ended up in a hospital."
I was confused. Because i couldn't remember it.
"Don't push yourself too hard. You'll remember eventually. Now take some rest. "
Forgetting the accident wasn't odd. Forgetting memories before the accident was. It was like im missing a whole year or two which i couldn't even tell.
"Mom. What happened in previous two years? I cant seem to remember that too"
My mother paused for a bit.
"You do remember. You must be too confused. As far as i remember, you've been working hard for all those years. You didnt really go outside that much. Thats it."
I guess i am too confused. If i remember correctly, i didnt really have any friends to hangout with nor a boyfirend. I also dont like going outside that much too. I guess that one time when i decided to go... It all went wrong.
But what was that dream i saw before i woke up? Something tells me
I will know soon~
Soon after that... It became dark outside. I went to sleep to cool my head off. Its been very eventful. As i laid down, i slowly drifted away into the darkness.
Tick
Tock
Tick
Tock
3:00am
"Li      Na"