Aha- how foolish am I,
to believe in such nonsense.
Now I regret my decisions of ever trusting him.
But well I guess this is just the way of life-
You can never bring back the time you lost.
I should have just believed in Cristin's words.
I should have never believed in him.
& I should have never been born.
Ah whatever-
It all began the day before my first day at a brand new school- damn, i was real excited for this day. i was like all:
"how will the others be like?
will they be friendly?
will they like me?"
"oh honey- of course they will-i mean just look at you, My beautiful princess"
"Ahh gosh mom, please stop calling me that"
"haha sure"
"Aghhh- ima go outside for a walk and try to get used to this new neighborhood, and dont worry- i wont go too far"
"ah oki Toni- be back before dinner tho"
yea yea, whatever mom.
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I gotta admit- this neighborhood is really nice- and environment friendly, unlike my previous neighborhood, Which is full of traffic, and Buildings.
Ahh I guess I could get used to this.
While I was lost in my thoughts- I suddenly tripped over a rock and-
was about to fall down when someone grabbed me.
My eyes met with his and I could see that he had the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. And his smile- was just the cutest thing ever.
He held me back and asked if I were okay-
And yea I said I was.
"Where are you from?- i don't think I've ever seen you around before? Are you from the family that just moved next doors to mine?" he started asking me a lot of questions.
Ohh and he lives next doors to mine yayyyyy. i guess i'll be seeing him often. "Yea - I-i- think so- are you mrs. Drew's son?, tyler?, Mrs. Drews came to our house welcome us today" I said.
"yea yea- Im Tyler- And you are?"
"Antonia- but everyone calls me toni"
"cool name- nice to meet you Toni"
"you too, Tyler"
"Ahh anyways- I gotta go for now- Cyah around"
"Ah oki- bye" I said while waving my hands to say good bye.
Looks like I just met my crush....