Hey. Think for one millisecond about yourself. Then, see how much you lost in reality. I am a boy and I am the type to overthink things. For four years now, I've tried to muster up my courage to go out with someone, anyone. Yet, I failed. I just tried everytime and never actually did. I was so lost in doing it that I forgot to do it. You could say that it was normal. But four years' a lot. Do you know much millisecond it took ? I am ashamed of myself to be that way.But I've got an excuse. I hate socializing. It sounds lame as an excuse but it is very true. I hate noisy people. I hate chatty people. I hate shiny people. I hate people in general. That's when you would say, 'Then fucking go die you piece of crap !!'. I understand some of you are angry. But calm down, I hate noisy people. Back to my problem, I decided to alter my goal a bit. Instead of searching in the messy crowd for someone adequate for me. How about internet ? And thus, it didn't work. It seems thst I was not the only thinking like that. Internet sure is dangerous nowadays. But still, I met her thanks to that. While having trouble deleting my 'SearchLover' account, a girl appeared out of nowhere helping me out. And when I told her 'thank you', she caressed my hair. Thst's when I knew. She was the one that I wanted. The calmest girl I've ever met. And hence, I asked her out and she accepted...Thanks for cheering me from now on !!