Kina's POV
Meeting Jinjin today is kinda not new to me, I mean I already met boys like him in my other school and made good bonds with them.
But I don't think so i'd be interested in this new situation, Jinjin is nice but what if she likes me. Nah you're just overthinking self it's your first day and that's impossible to happen.
"Excuse me, do you know what building is this?" I asked a man.
"Second floor, third door." He replied.
"Thank you!!" I replied.
See, approaching men here in Tangshan University is kinda easy for me. But they look like they don't give a f*ck I mean who cares if you're the prettiest girl in the campus they wouldn't care that much.
As long as your smart and you don't give chances, you'll be fine. You'll survive college life and all you need is to be focus and have time management especially if your a working student luckily I am not because mom and dad are there.
After a minutes ago.
"Hi everyone! I'm professor Park. I'll be your professor for the whole semester. Please introduce yourself in front of everyone. We'll start at boys and the next is girls, because we have 2 girls and 8 boy for this Physics major so that's a total of 10 students." Mr. Park said.
"Hi, I'm Yasser Lee you can call me Lee. I'm looking forward for this semester." Lee introduced.
"Isn't he the man that I asked a while ago? Ugh nevermind that's nothing Kina." confused.
"Hi, I'm Carl Sagan and I like Physics a lot and I'm looking forward to be closed with everyone." Carl introduced.
And so on.
Then it's girls turn already.
"Hi, I'm Cassie London, I like physics so much that I would give my life for it and I'm looking for to learn more in this university." Cassie introduced.
"Kina it's your turn." Cassie pat my shoulders.
"Hi everyone! It's nice meeting you all. I'm Kina Hyun and Physics is not the major suit for me but I learned it in different ways and I want to know more that's why I transferred to this university is to gain more knowledge and I'm looking forward for this semester too." i sighed.
"Alright, everyone introduced their own perfectly." Mr. Park said.
"May I asked you Kina?" Mr. Park call me out.
"Yes professor." I replied.
"If you think Physics major doesn't suit you then why choose it?" Mr. Park asked curiously.
"Because I believe that everyone who choose physics as their major aren't their first choice." I replied.
"How do say so Ms. Hyun?" Mr. Park asked.
"Because in my situation, my first major choice is history but come to think of it why am I even here if I choose history? It's because it's my family choice to choose physics and it turns out I like physics too and I unlocked abilities that I should have known sooner." I explained.
"That's absurd. Not to judge your family Ms. Hyun but why did your family did not support on what you want?" Mr. Park asked.
"Its not that they don't support it's just that they think I can do more than choosing history." I replied.
"I guess we weren't talk about someone's personal life in here, right?" I asked and laugh generously.
"Of course, we not talking about someone's else life here. It's just I'm curious because I heard that you're the Physics Olympiad who compete in Singapore. Yet you don't pursue Physics major." Mr. Park stated.
"It's not like I don't want to pursue Physics Major. I have doubts and I have to deal with it Professor. If you excuse me, I just need to go to the powder room."
I felt like at anytime I could have explode there. This isn't a physics major that we supposed to talk someone's else life in front of strangers, right? And his questions are kinda personal to answer it myself.
"Mendokusē (What a drag.)" I sighed.
"Dare to hanashite iru no? (Who are you talking with?)" Lee asked.
"Aren't you supposed to be in our class and don't jump out anywhere."
"Nice introduction anyway." Lee laughed.
"Damare! (Shut up!)" I glared annoyingly.
"See you around Ms. Kina." Lee said and leave.
Geez, that guy is so mysterious. He just suddenly jump out of nowhere then expect me to answer his annoying questions, are we close enough you geez!
"Hey Kin!" Jinjin approaches.
"Oh, hey Jinjin I didn't see you there." trying to avoid Jinjin*
"Have you ate lunch, already?" Jinjin asked.
"No, not yet... I'm planning to go on library so if you'll excuse me. I'll get going then." I rushed walking towards the library.
"Phew, that's a hell of a guy."
After I avoid Jinjin and rushed going towards the library, I bumped into this guy and he didn't even say sorry because he's laughing like hell.
What kind of university did I even enter.
* 1 new notification Gorilla cyclops is calling, give her a voice message after the tone.
"Yo, why are you calling?"
"How's your first day Ki?" Ivan asked.
"I told you stop calling me Ki! You gorilla cyclops!"
Oh, I haven't introduced Ivan. Well Ivan is my first crush/lover, it all started in our middle school when Ivan confessed to me that he wants to be with me and build a future together. Who wants to build a future with him, anyway?
Ivan is a gamer, ever since our freshman start he used to tease me and I hate it! I really hate it. We used to argue all the time because I always end up being partner with him in school projects. And it sucks you know that argh!
And because of that our teacher put us together in a same row and we argue all the time. And then in my Sophomore I transferred to another school and he kept on bugging me.
Then we end up in a relationship.
But how come we broke already? Eh, it doesn't make sense even I explained it.
Well it's because he ghosted me. And his friends told me that I am not enough to be his girlfriend. Of course I chased him you know maybe someday he'll be back and claim me as his girl.
But it didn't up end in that way.
After my sophomore year, he declared on his social media or let's say he declared on CocoaTalk that he's already in a relationship. I wouldn't care about it but why he didn't tell me in front of me that sorry I can't be with you because I like someone else!
Does it hurt? Yes, it still hurts even in this day. We've been in a relationship for like 5 years and that f*cking 5 years was a lie.
Then after that I end up being a hoe and my family kept on saying the same thing that "Having a lot more man doesn't make or mean that you're pretty, well it means that you're cheap.
Cheap my ass!
sighed.
"I've been thinking lots of things lately and now." I hang up Ivan's call.
And now I'm headed out for a comic store. Of course, I should relax too I deserve it after all.