"It's been a while Maria...

You still look good, I guess you didn't change at all. I'm glad we met again." I miss her so much.

"A-Arthur... yeah it's been a while." I just look at her I can see how uneasy she is. And I can feel something that is hard to explain. Something that is I am not prepared of.

"And things are definitely differ now. I'm sorry I have to go ." Oh this why I feel like this.

My jaw tighten and by that I am slightly shocked but I didn't want her to see it. How long it has been? 4 years? 5 years? How could she easily forget me. How dare she.

"Wait. Baby ahm I think I heard you wrong can you repeat what you just said? " I hold her wrist tightly knowing that if she'll repeat it she will run away again... from me.

"You heard me right, Arthur." Oh shit! fu*cking shit! Where did I go wrong? What did I do?

"Maria, why? I waited for you for a long year and then you'll come back like this? Don't you love me? You said you love me!" I shouted I can't take it anymore. I have to go far from her I don't wanna hurt her.

I can see the fear in her eyes. No no baby I won't hurt you don't be afraid I'm just shock. Wait? Why so sudden? Or I am just outdated with what's happening to her. Did I miss something?

" I get it now. Not because you said it, it's real. I get it now Maria. I'm sorry it's me. If just let myself forget you I won't be like this. I'm sorry for shouting I'm just... Argh! never mind. I'll go first" I started walking away from her with a heavy heart and teary eyes. After 10 steps I stopped.

" I wish you happiness, Maria. You know how much I wanted you to be happy even if it's killing me. I love you. I love you still. And now, I think I have enough I will start unloving you. Goobye, Maria". And with that I again started walking and my tears begin to fall. I feel so weak that I can't even stop them from falling. I don't know what to do but there is something I am sure of, I am hurting.