My body was shaking, I was totally drenched in sweat. By the time I finally reacted the fears consumed my mind and the memories of that nightmare came back to me over and over again.
As I could see scenes that never happened, my mind betrayed me with everything, her hands on my body, her kisses on my skin and a story ending that never came to fruition
I remember spending nights thinking about why she had disappeared just the last week of school, I did not understand why she did not answer her phone, her email or why her house had so many security men surrounding her.
I spent whole nights painting incessantly, drawing her face, developing rolls of photographs on the hill. I went into depression for long weeks, I remember going to the dance and sitting in a chair away from school behind the training courts drinking a totally horrible soda from the old dispensing machine.
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