Well I was thinking and the truth made me very sad ...
I've been thinking, and I still can't believe how special dahiana is to me, maybe she doesn't know me as I was before but, if I knew the number of times they tried to make me fall in love, the number of times they tried to make me feel things and they could never , and she did it without trying, without knowing it I fell in love, maybe it was not her idea, but I fell in love, more than I knew maybe, yes, she is much better than the rest, she is different, she is special, maybe Dahiana With her flaws, I think she doesn't deserve me, but it's the other way around, it's totally the other way around, I don't deserve her, she doesn't think that before I was with her, I was an HDP, I was literally the most HDP person in the world, and after meet her, I even want to get married and have pushus, and my dreams, before meeting her, were not the same, before being with dahi, I only dreamed of being big and everything like that, I met her, fell in love and my dreams changed, now my dream is to have a great family, is to always have it with me and to love it always
Before being with her, he hadn't even thought about being mean to other people. I never had this confidence, to Dahiana. I told things that no one else knows, not even my own family knows that much, you are too important, even if you never read this, you must know, or I am going crazy and I speak alone.
I thought that speaking ill of an ex is wrong, because speaking ill of someone who caused you smiles is very wrong, unless they deserve it, and honestly ajjaajja I can speak badly, because they deserve it, they only gave me insecurities, and 2 or 3 smiles don't cure all that pain, they made me believe it was shit and I believed it. And they changed me for something better, and yet she believed that maybe yes, she was better than me, and so good.
Honestly, I am still very hurt inside and she believed that maybe I will be like this for a long time, and she gives me something, and it makes me feel bad.
I tell you something else? Matías ?. Before you were strong, you exchanged strength for love, you became soft and sensitive, and you became tender again, and I was a boy again hahaha like when I was little because I am all sensitive again, sometimes Matías seems stupid, because he loves uncontrollably, and It is not controlled and sometimes I seem arto toxic Hahaha, I don't feel like that, listening to the song I fell in love, no idea who sings it.