Downside

(shaking and crying) I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry I had to do it ! You see all my life I have been taking advantage of an walked all over. I've always tried to make everyone else happy regardless of my own happiness. I'm not a bad person at all! I was very respectful to my parents, great student , I'm very well educated and I have always been independent. I will not say I was perfect but I was great! That was until your sorry ass came along and ruined my life you piece of shit! (Crying and screaming) I HATE YOU! Now go ahead and die so I can go along with my life. ( As I begin speaking my truth I realized I had to get away from this horrible scene) Fuck why did you make me do this to you come on breathe, breathe I can not go to jail for the pain you caused me. ( I know what you all are thinking what the hell is wrong with her right?) Tommy you have to get up come up breathe, breathe! ( I began pumping his chest and doing CPR on him). You know what fuck it die, I don't care but this will not fall back on me. (Yelling) DO YOU HEAR ME? THIS WILL NOT FALL BACK ON ME! ( Falling to the floor and crying). Get it together Nyla, ok breathe! (Practicing my breathing exercises) Ok now I have to call the police. FUCK! What am I going to tell them I killed my husband because he made my life a living hell? Fuck no ( I kicked Tommy and began screaming) I HATE YOU SO MUCH! (The last time I kicked Tommy he grabbed my leg) What the fuck I thought your ass was dead! "You thought wrong bitch come here!"(Scared and shocked I kicked Tommy in his face and ran out the house) Hell no! ( I jumped in my car, hands shaking while trying to put the key in the ignition) (Tommy gathered himself off the floor and ran out side) "I'm going to kill you bitch, you tried to kill me! (Scared I pressed the gas and ran into a range Rover truck, scared for my life as the car continued to flip until I was unconscious. I remember asking God please let me make it out of this). (Tommy ran to the car screaming ) Nyla! Nyla! (Tommy finally reached the car) "I hope you die whor, I hope its a slow and painful death". Oh yeah I hate you too! (Tommy screams) SOMEBODY CALL AN AMBULANCE, SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP MY WIFE.