"ATTENTION: Everyone please fasten all your seat bealts as we will land on the airport, Thank you for flying with Korea Airlines Have a nice day to all!" The flight stewardees announced.
I board out of the plane and go straight to the airport waiting for our family car. I saw a black mercedes car arriving and then it stops in front of me.
"Mr. Heathe?" The man in suit asked me. I remove my shades and nodded.
"Give me your suitcase and this way, Sir!" I handed my suitcase to the man in suit and I follow his lead. He open the backseat car door for me and go inside. Inside the car I lay comfortably and close my eyes.
I hear the noise of car door open then the engine starts.
"Will now be going, Sir!" The man announced and then the car starts going.
I am too tired and stressed that I didn't even bother to reply to the driver. The ride went well and I had a 25 minutes nap. The man goes out of the car and open the backseat door for me. I go out without talking and the man handed me my suitcase.
"Thank you, Man!" I said to the man. He smiled and return to the car and do his business.
I'm home again…
In a span of 2 weeks I'm back again and mom didn't know that I'm right in front of our house. Everything just happens so I didn't bother to call mom.
I pressed the doorbell and waited for mom. Minutes passed mom is nowhere. I pressed the doorbell again and finally mom is out. I see her expression she was surprised. Mom's run fast and open the door.
"Oh my God, Heathe you're here!" Mom hugged me tight and cried.
I hug mom too and give her a warm embrace. As I pat her back I miss the scent of mom.
"Let's go inside first, Son." Mom is so excited she grabbed my suitcase and cling in my arms.
"Miss you, Mom!" I kissed mom's forehead and we go inside of our house.
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FLASH BACK!
One night I had a bad nightmare!
It was about Kateline and a guy.
I don't know who's the guy it was blurry!
The only vivid image was the image of my wife Kateline. In my dream she is very happy together with a guy. And when things start to heat I woke up breathing heavily my forehead is watering.
It didn't happened just once It happens every night for a week straight. Now that things became hectic and busy for us PTS because we grew some popularity Internationally. I am bothered and I am out of focus, this didn't happened in the past 3 years. Just recently when I found out of the letter from mom which is a pregnancy checkup of Kateline, things started to get messy. I started to act impulsively and when we have a 7-day break from work I didn't waste any of that day just to travel I went home to Korea and find Kateline but I failed.
Now we are in the company probably we will have a meeting about our upcoming comeback in 2 months time with Mr. Atkins our boss, oh by the way we call him "Big Man".
I think after this meeting I will talk to big man about something I think need to breathe for awhile and fix things up. The door opens and we saw Big Man come in together with the staff. The technical team prepare the presentation and Big Man stood up front and started discussing the details of our comeback.
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After the long presentation of Big Man. PTS Member started to go one by one started from hope to jammie. I was left alone still seating in the meeting room. Staring at nothing but in deep thoughts.
"Heathe?" I hear someone say my name. I come out of my senses and see whose calling me "Oh, Sir!" It was Big Man. I stood up from sitting and stand straight.
"Is something bothering you?" Big Man asked me and looks at me. I just stared at him unsure of what will I say. "I notice the rest of the meeting you were here but your mind is on something else." I bowed to Big Man and apologized. "I apologized sir for not being professional." I do 90-degree bow to Big Man. And felt his hand on my back and lift me up. "Wanna talk about it?" Big man said and sit in the chair. I sit in the chair also.
"Sir I think I need a break." I politely say. While caressing my hands. Big Man looks at me and say "Have you talked this to your members?" Big Man said. "I will after our conversation sir."
"For how long do you ask a break, Heathe?" Big Man asked me still looking intently at me.
I shake my head and say "I don't have any idea, Sir!" I break down and tears fall from my eyes. I wiped it using my hand but my tears is continously falling. I sobbed hard and Big Man hugs me out of nowhere comforting me.
"Its okay young man, I understand just let your members know okay? I will give you my permission." Big man hands pat my back a little longer until I stopped sobbing.
AT PTS DORM
Everyone is in the living room playing XBOX. I approach them and get their attention. "Guys I think I will have a break for now, you know to breathe and fix things up!" Everyone is listening and just looks at me.
"What happened, Bro!" Suggy asked. and come from my side. I just smiled from suggy and hug him.
"Did we do something?" Jammie asked. Innocently looking at me still holding the xbox control.
T was just about to asked something but I cut them all. I gathered them all and have a group hug. "Its something personal and I will miss you guys!" My shoulder trembles and hug them as tightly as possible.
"Call us anytime and make sure you will Be back hyung okay?" Our maknae cutely say.
I love this guys they're not just a group member for me they're my REAL BROTHERS. After that night the moment I wake up the next morning flew back from korea.
END OF FLASHBACK.
"Son whats the real reason your back here?" Mom asked and looks at me seriously. I sighed before talking. "Its just about kateline, Mom." Mom hugs me tightly. The hug didn't help mom just makes me more emotional. "Be strong son you choose this to happen."
I sobbed hard what mom said I shouldn't have listen to mom about the decision I made from 3 years ago. Now I don't know what to do, where to find kateline and if she will accept me back into our family.
After the conversation with mom. I go to my room upstair and rest for today. I want to regain energy because tomorrow and the rests of the day I'm staying here is to find kateline, make ammends to kateline and complete our family.