**TWO MONTHS EARLIER**
MICHEAL
As we get close to Jordan, the two security guards at the gate acknowledge us with a nod and open the gate right away, this makes me smile as I remember the last time we made this same trip.
As if reading my thoughts which I well know she can do, Bella replies to me.
"A lot has really changed in just a few months" The smile on her face goes cold and becomes a sad face.
"I wish Jason was here and Adriaan too, I miss them".
I take one hand away from the wheel and place it on her knee, I miss Jason too every day, but I know he had to go.
It would be selfish of me to expect him to give up his own life for me, he had done that for so long already, so I am actually really happy that he decided to get back out and live life.
" you know Jason and Adriaan are fine and we can go see them whenever we want" I tell Bella, she nods and looks out the window.
