In a world fill with filthy human, society, eager, and unfairness, who would have thought that I could finally able to leave this world.
4th march, the day a baby was born and was named nicola, yes.. it's the day I was born to this filthy world. Everyone would expect the daughter to be perfect and elegant like a likeable lady just because I'm from the family of alysun, one of the richest and biggest known family.
Life is hard since I was born, people expectation to me is really high that I'm scared to disappoint them, especially to my parents. At first my parents would treat me like a normal child until I was age 10, first my father became colder and stricter and my mom would always put those sad face, they always want things perfect and no single mistake, every time I made 1 small mistake, it really gets ugly in here.
My brother, who always act sweet and nice in front of people hide a dirty and filthy truth, he is the one I feared the most, he constantly abuse me physically nor mentally, but what I'm angry about him the most is that he is the typical perfect son in the family that always makes me very envious. He would always get praised by our parents and other people, while I'm here in the shadow can only watch them smiling.
I wish I was never born, I keep repeating that line, I know I'm useless in this family and I'm just a burden. I don't have any special talent nor do I have a perfect score in any subject, but at least I tried.. right? No.. no matter how much effort you put, if the result is not perfect it's all useless.
I'm now 18 years old, and I'm finally graduating, I'm finally free From all those nasty family, I can finally live by myself and run away from them!
As I was packing my bag and walk towards the door, smiling so widely, suddenly I felt someone's hand grabbing my wrist that caused me to fall
"where do you think you're going?" My brother ask with a creepy smile on his face pinning me on the wall.
"B-brother-? W-what are you doing?" I ask as my body tremble.
"did you really think that you can get out of this house?" He said laughing like a psychopath. I'm getting really scared now.
He choke me that makes me hard to breath,
"b-BROTHER- H-HELPP!!" I scream as loud as I can, but no one. "It's useless, remember you're in amysun house, in here no one actually care about you" he smile.
"w-why you do this?" I ask as my tears started to fall down,
"why..? Isn't it obvious? It's because of you everything is ruin, ever since you were born every eyes goes on towards you, not the first child of the family, well thanks to the blood tes the attention came back to me" he smile,
"w-what about my blood?"
"pft- you don't know?? HAHAHHAHA that's so funny how clueless and stupid you are" He said laughing loudly as he take off his hand from my neck,
I inhale and exhale as I cough,
"Look at my sister, so pure~ you really don't know anything about it? You are actually the child of our mother and a rapist, not the king, our father" he said smiling.
"n-no, it can't be" I said shaking,
"YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT THE TRUTH SIS, YOU ARE A MISTAKE" He said laughing so loudly.
"I-it can't be.."
"now sis… since you're a mistake and a embarrassment to this family, why not you kill yourself? Don't worry I will bury you peacefully" he said speaking softly to my ears as he gave me a knife to my hand,
'should I die? I mean.. I'm an embarrassment' I said in my thought grabbing the knife shakingly,
'N-NO! I need to live! I don't want my death caused by this! This is hideous!' I then get up and ran away as fast as I could, but sadly his legs is longer than mine, so he catch up to me. He grab my hair that makes me stumble my feet and fall.
"If you don't want to kill yourself, then fine! I'll just kill you!!" he said, and with that he stab me..
'am I… dead now? What a stupid way to die…' I said in my mind before I slowly closing my eyes…
It's silent…
I can only see darkness..
Am I really dead?? …
"child… come" A mysterious yet warm voice suddenly can be heard,
"w-who are you?" I ask,
"child.. come here darling"
It wont answer my question but keep repeating her word, she sounds so lovely and warm that I can't help but to walk forward to the voice,
As I walk slowly, the voice is getting clearer and a light can be seen.
"my daughter…Isla.." the women said with tears in her eyes smiling so warmly,
'w-what- who is she? Wait- why is my hand is so small..' I ask myself as I observe my surrounding,
'w-wait.. HAVE I REBORN!????!!!'