Having a family with the person you love, makes your life a blissful. and I am happy with this life of mine, 15 years ago this relationship between us became even more strong.
At that time I was totally scattered, but his birth proved, that I was the only love of my husband, and he doesn't have any other person in his heart, as the child was not my husband's.
looking at those blonde hair and blue eyes gave me the strength I need to face others, that he was not wrong, he didn't do anything wrong it was proven by that birth.
looking at that tiny life, which passed so many painful things and had a premature birth made my heart pain. cause it was nowhere the child fault. it was as if I was looking at myself, as I was left at the door of an orphanage by my own mother after my birth, this child was also abandoned from the birth. those little innocent eyes were calling me, I felt the pain. but I couldn't do anything. I wanted the child, but others won't agree, saying that he was the child of that woman, and may grow up to be like her, as gratefulness doesn't match the people of that family.
a year later looking at that child at the hospital after being bullied by the other children at the orphanage to the point of getting to the hospital, I lost it all. it doesn't matter if the family of my husband accept this child or not, but I can't let him go through this. I have stayed at the orphanage and know how painful it could go. and being different have made it hard for him. and now that my own children are of only months old, the mother in me screamed at myself for ignoring the child. ok if not the child of the family, let him be like a outsider, but I am going to take him back with me, with this decision I adopted him 14 years ago. everyone else said that after coming to know, after growing up the child would hate me as I was one of the reason he was abonded, that woman wanted to kill me and the state she was in, was because of my family. then I thought let him hate me if it comes to that, but I believe I can make the child my child. and no one is born to be a bad person, and if we leave him alone then he may grow up to hate us.
time has proven me right, he is my son. even when at 5 his biological mother was Infront of him, there to take him, he knew everything, but choose me over her. choose to protect me from that woman than to run for his life.
and today is his 15 birthday. Time just flies away, and the little one has grown up now.
looking at him now would make one think that a craft from heaven have fallen down. and I am sure that everyone gonna be in awe tonight, at the party. Sharp jawline, long nose, full pink lips that can makes women jealous, those ice blue eyes and blonde hair. as this piece of work was heavenly crafted.
with a smile I near his room door , and was about to open.
"Ah!"
I hear a shout from inside.
from the slit of door I saw him get up from the bed to rest back, taking long breathe.
however seeing him in this state makes my heart hurt. nanny had mentioned to me that after returning from the camp he was alright, but from few days there have been noises coming from this floor in the middle of night, and she discovered Li Mosen getting up from the bed and going out. though when I asked he just changed the topic, I think it were nightmares.
I wait for a while outside before going in.
"Happy birthday Mosen" said Su Qianci with a smile.
"thank you mom" he replied with a beautiful smile, with a dimple.
"brother Mosen happy birthday to you!" came the shout from the door by Li jianyue.
"thank you my sweet sister"
"Happy birthday big brother" came the cute voice of Li Moyun, while he jumped on the bed.
"thank you my baby brother" said Li Mosen while catching him in his arms.
"happy birthday bro" came the cold voice of Li jianqian
but Li Mosen could hear the warmth in the voice "thanks bro".
"happy birthday son, you have grown up" said Li sicheng, standing at the door, looking at the whole family together, feeling happy.
"um, I think I have, thanks dad"
"comon, you would always be a child for your mom, never forget that" said Su Qianci from the side.
time really flies away.