Recap
I think my first expression to her was wrong.
But let's go back to my mission today.
I looked at the door and I knocked.
I wonder what's my father's condition?
After I knocked, I knocked again because no one answered me. "Hello, Father and Maestro, this is Risya..." I spoke to them. Ten seconds passed and no one honestly responded.
"Maybe they're asleep?" I stepped away from the door and thought for a while and then I hesitated what to do. Can I just come back later? But, the difficulty of going back here to the clinic is a very long walk.
Will I come back or will I wait here?
Oh My God! I have a lot of worries in my mind, it adds up.
Please, God!
I went back, faced the door, and spoke again just in case they were awake or they noticed my gentle voice.
I inhale and take courage and I also exhale my breath after that.
