Alwen
My beloved mate Camila might not know this side of the coin that I hid deep within my heart but I guess it was time for her to know – more on to see what really drove me into the corner of despair. Music kept playing in the background as my hidden memories came echoing throughout the entire field garden which everyone around us began to listen more.
'It'll hurt more for both of us…just end me…here…your family will witness it…'
'But…'
And soon as you submit
Surrender flesh and bone
That love takes on a life much bigger than your own
It uses you at whim and drives you to despair
And forces you to feel more joy than you can bear
'I already submitted my feelings to you, Alwen…argh…but not this way…please…my love…you alone could…please…it's burning…'
'Sissy, she's rejecting the change.'
