We had decided to walk, we did not come in any type of vehicle. While we were walking talking and looking for something to talk about so that the journey was not more tense than it was, I was telling him about the plans I had for Christmas and one ... He interrupted me and knocked on the side ...
-Hi Dariel how long ... What do you think? It may be that you have not noticed my presence, finally they had begun to talk as if I were not there, because of how they speak they have known each other for a long time.
I felt so out of place that without realizing it I had started to walk, they didn't even bother to say goodbye to me, it was as if I was invisible the moment it appeared.
After a while of walking, which by the way, this path became longer than it had ever arrived, the gentlemen of the house were in the dining room talking and were silent while they saw me enter as if they were talking about me, I don't care if they were doing it, I walked to my room as if I had not seen someone, they did not ask me how I had gone, and I did not find it strange that they were and there was no reason for that to change.
I threw myself on the bed with everything on top of me, my cell phone had vibrated. I didn't even feel like moving my hand to grab it, although I didn't want to talk to anyone anyway, without wasting time I had fallen asleep.
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I had gotten up earlier than usual, I don't usually sleep more than eight hours and last night I went to bed earlier, I had plenty of time and I don't know what to do, I'm so tired of the same thing.
I went down to the kitchen, despite the not so good days I have had, I felt a wonderful calm and peace. Ahhhh if the gentlemen of the house are in bed or left earlier for work.
I had a cup of coffee and went up to my room, yes, of so many things that I don't like, I like coffee. What not? I sat at the foot of the bed looking around the room as if it were the first time I was there.
I could not find what to do, I went down again to take the cup to the kitchen and I went through the whole house to see what I could find to entertain myself, I took a book that my friend gave me, I think the only
I don't read much and I don't know why he gave it to me if he was supposed to know me, "what boredom does", the times I have tried to read to do the analysis of the work that the teacher left us as a last task I came to look for a review on the internet, that's called intelligence and laziness, more effective, faster and I bet the author has a better critical point than me. If I'm critical, just a little lazy, well too LAZY in some ways, right now I'd be in a gym or running all over the sidewalk in town, but the first and last time I exercised for a week it seemed like my mom had hit a few sticks.
Yes, he gave them to me but it wasn't when that and it didn't hurt so much, nahhh it was a joke, I'm not the best girl of the lot but I'm not that tantrum girl either, I don't know if because my parents always told me to behave so that by this date Santa Claus brought me gifts or because of the little affection I had despite being the only daughter and instead of attracting his attention I was more independent, I have always considered myself a mature person.
I have three hours talking to myself and it is not that I am crazy, well just a little but it is only a way to vent since I have no one with whom, it sounds depressing but it is like that, sometimes I think too much I have clicked my head, it is Time to find out how interesting "Flying Over the Swamp" is, that's the name of the book.
↓ Novel of values to overcome adversity and succeed. It sounds intriguing, I think I will spend a merry Christmas locked up reading to get out of this disgusting swamp of my life, I just hope and the swamp is not that long, there is hope I did not know that there was a desert guide.