Its been a week now but I still feel the same. I can not think properly ,even kier noticed it.
* flashback
I woke up early, I actually couldn't sleep. every time I close my eyes I can imagine what happened. I looked at my face in my mirror. my eyebags are so obvious !!.
I immediately took a shower because I was leaving. I will go with Zyrene to make the report. OMG! ZYDEN IS HIS BROTHER !! AND MAYBE WE WILL MEET !!? WHAT WILL I DO!!
okay. i'll just ignore him. I went down the stairs and went to the kitchen first to tell them I was leaving. harper wasnt here again so ill just gonna tell kier that im going out.
I saw my brother baking cookies. didnt i tell you that kier is good at cooking? . he is really good cook !!.
I saw my little sister , margo whos walking near me carrying a plate full of cookies
" k-heioi-n i bake you some cookish!!" she happily said.
i smiled at her and hug her.
"oh thank you margo, but sister is going out can i eat it later ?? "
" weww aww woo going?"
" in zyrenes house , we will do our report ." i pinched her cheek . she pouted .SOOO CUTEEEEEEEE!!
" in zwyween housh?? kieww can i give zwywen cookiesh?" she asked.
kier smiled at her and walk towards us.
" of course baby let me just get some "
"yeeyyyyy!!" she said and walk outside the kitchen. i think shell give the cookies to our maids.
" hey your comb is still on your hair , whats with the rush??"
I was surprised by what kier said. I immediately took the comb over my head and put it in the bag. I immediately looked at him badly because he was laughing.
" i forgot it. shut up and give me the cookies!!"
"oh you miss him badly?? "
" NO!! WHY WOULD I MISS THAT J*** ARGGH!! HES SO ANNOYING!" i shouted. he is still laughing so i slap him
" ouch!! it hurts khione! IM JUST JOKINGGG!"
he said. i just rolled my eyes at him.
" whats with the face?? are you sick or something? you look pale,"
" im fine. its nothingggg!!"
i immediately get the cookies and walk outside. i look at my phone and saw zyrenes message.
from; zyrene
where are you??
to; zyrene
ill be there in ten minutes.
I arrived at their house in just a few minutes. I immediately rang the door bell and they immediately let me in. their maid immediately opened the door and I entered.
the maid told me to sit on the couch first and she would call zyrene and i just nodded. while sitting I saw the pictures on their wall. I immediately walked closer and looked at it. i saw zyrenes baby picture, her mom and dad, and ---- zydens.
i saw zyrenes 7th birthday and i was there too beside her. i was smiling and looking her cake.
theres a photo that me and zyrene is singin in videoke. i was so happy that time.
I even looked at another photo and gets my attention.
it was me and zyden. i was crying in the picture and zyden is hugging me.
WHAT THE HELL? I CANT REMEMBER THIS SCENE
i just feel butterflies in my stomach when i saw the picture . i can feel the heat on my face .
i was about to go back to the couch when someone spoke.
" What are you doing here??"
i was stunned and shock. i cant even move my feet.
i saw zyden is sitting on the couch and looking at me. i immediately shake my head.
no khione just ignore his presence.
i just turn around ignore him. talk to your self huh.
i started to look to the pictures again, when i feel someone grabbing my hands.
" ignoring me now huh."
our eyes met. and then theres the feeling again . i can feel my heart is beating fast. his eyes were attractive. i cant even move my hand .
" tell me why are you here?"
im back to my senses. I immediately removed my hand when he held it
" let go of me! were going to do our report!! "
i said.
" what is this?" he grabbed the paper bag that iwas holding and open it.
" cookies?"
i rolled my eyes at him.
" thats not for you zyden ! give me that!!"
I tried to reach for the cookies but he was too high for me to reach. arggh !! i was jumping and grabbing his arm when when I lose my balance.
i was going to falll! i close my eyes and waited for me to fall when I felt a hand on my waist. i open my eyes and saw zyden in fornt of me !!. holding my waist .
" that was close" he said.
our face is close again. i can see his eyes were shocked too. we stayed in that position for a minute. and i finally realize our position. i immediatly stand straight and act like nothing happend.
"be carefull next time" he smiled and walk towards the photos. I saw that he had taken something there before leaving
what the hell ??
* end of flashback
i sighed. i look at the board . and saw our classmates is still reporting .
i just open my phone scroll on the internet. when i saw nates texted
from: nate
gonna fetch you later.
to: nate
why??
from : nate
help me buy groceries.
to: nate
fine treat me food then.
from : nate
game!!
nate is living alone in the condo. his parents are both in abroad with her brother. he just dont want to live there so he stays here.
i'm excited !! im buying some stuff too. im gonna tell him a lot of stories !!
the class ended early .zyrene is going somewhere too so she wont be joing us.
i walk outside and waited to nate. while waiting i am scrolling on ig.
i saw some of my friends post so i liked it. one message pop on my screen i thought it was nate but its not.
its zyden!
from: zyden
is zyrene is with you??
eh? I thought they would be together ?? where did zyrene go? maybe shopping alone. because she has a mood that she just wants to be alone.
i texted back .
to: zyden
no. she said she is going somewhere.
from : zyden
okay. where are you??
? what??
to : zyden
going home. why??
i lied.
from ; zyden
okay.
to: zyden
why??
from: zyden
nothing. just study.
i rolled my eyes and replied.
to: zyden
whatever.
after a few minutes nate arrived. i immediately ride on his car and he started to drive. while driving we are talking.
I told him what had happened last week. and he keeps on laughing.
" i think youre inlove with him khione. just dont deny. "
" no! i just have a crush on him! and thats all!"
he smirked.
" I know the difference between love and crush khione. I already felt that too."
and his face became serious and quiet.
I heard the sound of my phone and someone was calling me. I no longer looked at who it was and I answered.
" whos this?"
no one answered.
"hey? are you pranking me ??"
no one answered
" if you have nothing to say i'll end it . you're wasting my time."
i was about to end the call when i saw the name of the caller. --
IT WAS ZYDEN!! and he finally talked.
" going home huh"
and he ended the call.
i was shocked. i think he saw us in school. why am i guilty?? hes not even my boyfriend!! .
and that is out of his business.
i rolled my eyes.
I looked at nate and saw that he was still serious about driving. I took a deep breath. after what happened i cant go out. and this is the right time to forget that!
i must enjoy this!
k.