The blank pages stare at me in and out of focus, and the pen in my hand remains stationary for a while. I don't know where to start, but I start anyway.
Talking to Sayani, finally divulging the reason why I was avoiding her, and telling her that I am ready to forgive her. She deserves that for saving me from the life I otherwise would have had.
Not to mention I really miss her.
Contacting Kaitlyn again, and telling her the truth about our past. She needs to know, after all these years, and if she doesn't forgive me just like I didn't forgive Grace for hiding what she knew, I would make her see how sorry I am. And to let her know that her sister might have been an ass all these years, but now she would be there for her. Forever.