I looked at the tent on pajama pants and gulped. I stretched out my hand and I stopped with my hand an inch away from the boner. ''No,'' I pulled my hand back, ''I don't want to do this.''
''Why?'' The fox asked. ''It will double your exp.''
''Because he has someone he loved already... No. That's not the reason. I just don't want to do.''
The fox shrugged. I don't know how a fox is able to shrug its shoulders, but it did it. ''Your choice,'' It said. ''Demons have no concept of loyalty. However, we know what possession is.''
''I said that isn't the why,'' I objected.
It ignored my objection, ''Well, what will you do now?'' It appeared on the bed and leaned on the man's pants. ''I am sure he will wake up soon.''
I looked at the man, he was breathing rapidly and sometimes he was talking in his sleep saying Lily. ''I have one last job left to do,'' I said and put my hand on the man's forehead.
''I have to get up and open the pastry shop before the sun rises so that I can earn more and be better than other bakeries,'' I thought it and set in the man's heart. The fox looked at me with pity. ''I'm hungry. Okay?''
In fact, I wasn't feeling as hungry as before. ''Yes,'' The fox said. ''Feeding one of your hungers eases the other.''
''Ahh... Lily...'' The man mumbled. I went out of the window I came from, found a wall out of sight from any window of the house and neighboring houses, and sat down leaning back.
''Light,'' I whispered, ''Please hide me from eyes.'' The light left alone me and shadows embraced me. This was a trick I learned to do at a very young age, when I first met light.
The temple of the gods of light owned the light element, but I always thought that they were all liars. They were trying to banish the darkness and shadows, but it was light that created the shadows. You see the logic, don't you? As I said, they are all liars.
I looked at the sky. Looking at the position of the moon, it must have been a little past three after midnight. Zane, the baker wouldn't wake up and start to work soon. My leg muscles ached from walking, but I was not sleepy. I had too many thoughts in mind to be able to sleep.
''Why don't you check your line?'' The fox asked.
''I don't want to be tracked down,'' I said.
''There's no way anyone from your previous life can find you, at least using the Web. Every baby born has a profile and they use it until they die. You died and reborn, so you have a new profile,'' The fox appeared on my lap.
''They can't follow your soul either, because it's under someone else's protection now. Your blood, your hair, everything about your body evolving into a demon slowly, so they can't track it because they have a human's blood and hair,'' It said.
''I know but...''
''You changed your name, no magic or technique they perform using your name will make them find you. You're not the human girl you once were.''
''Still...''
''If they were able to find you in spite of all this, they would have been here already,'' The fox said.
''Okay. I give up. What do you want me to do?'' I asked.
''Go online. There should be resources available only to those of your breed. I'm sure there are techniques or stuff that humans share only with their own breed, you know,'' It said.
''Yes,'' I said. ''Even while everyone kept the most valuable techniques for their own clan or sect, there were a lot of techniques that were accessible to everyone in the name of mobilization.''
''That's why I'm telling you to go online. Even if you don't win anything, you will get an idea of what you are,'' It said.
I visualized my Web and took a deep breath. I knew it was impossible to track me, logically. I was afraid to see the messages and missed calls from that man the moment I go online. I exhaled slowly and went online. No notification came.
{[My Profile] / Line / Shop
Name: Sora Al'naar
Breed: Demonic, Succubus; Level 1
Skills: Desires of Heart}
After taking a glance at my profile, I selected Line as the fox said. Unfortunately, it was a complete disappointment. It was full of uploads from unfamiliar demons in languages I don't know.
''Check the shop,'' The fox said.
''But I have no money loaded in the system, and I have no formation to transport my purchases even if I had money.''
''Do as I said. If what you buy is information, they don't need to transport. The nine-tailed female demon, Malic'e Al'naar must have left a few simple guides you can use while giving the succubus core,'' The fox said.
It wouldn't hurt to check it out and really there was something in the free/purchased part. A guide named Thirty Rules of Oral. I did not waste time talking and clicked the guide.
{Heyoo-- fellas, this guide is my first and last free gift to all my descendants. A sweet tongue and a good oral are the keys that open all doors, never forget that. You have to learn how to use your tongue, mouth, lips, throat, teeth, and of course your words. Above all, whatever you read, practice makes perfect, okay? XOXO}
I sighed and shook my head. There was no signature, but it was clear that the nine-tailed demon was the owner of these words. If it were another time, maybe I would be embarrassed to read the guide. But today I had no more feelings to spend. Returning from death affects manners badly I guess. On the next window, the guide was separating into two.
{Male Organ / Female Organ}
I selected the male and started to read.
{Rule 1: Don't put the retarder applied organ in your mouth. Don't lick it either. Your mouth will swell, like a balloon, as if anesthetized by the dentist. Get the fuck of the guy who is using retarder. You deserve better.}
Umm... Sure.
{Rule 2: Keep your eyes closed or stay away while the man is ejaculating. If it hits your eyes, it hurts.}
{Rule 3: Just as you have one mouth, you have both hands. Don't be afraid to use them, put account your hands in.}
{Rule 4: Don't do it over the condom. Don't eat chocolate with its package.}
{Rule 5: Hair, smell, liquids... Don't bother yourself with those. Seriously, he's peeing from there, how many things are worse than that? If you are uncomfortable with that, you can take a bath together first.}
{Rule 6: Have all your teeth removed. Okay, I'm kidding, just kidding. Still, don't bite hard. Have mercy on those little cute things. Unless you aim to hurt, of course. Hehe.}
{Rule 7: If you can't get to the root, don't try too hard. Gagging is not sexy at all.}
I sighed. I had already given up. I had a terrible gag reflex and I could hardly even hold the toothbrush in my mouth. Oral sex? Me? No way. Still, I kept reading.
{Rule 8: Let them see your red nail polishes and the shape your lips take. They feel inexplicable pleasure from this.}
{Rule 9: If he's too drunk, don't bother. Pity for your effort. Let him sleep.}
{Rule 10: Time to time. suck the lower part of his penis and hit with your tongue, don't be afraid.}
{Rule 11: Don't finger and lick his asshole unless he wants you to do. Even though it feels well physically, many men have the fear of being too gay to accept it. Of course, it's not really about being gay, it's about gathered nerves in that part.}
Eww. Gross. Do people really do this?
{Rule 12: Don't just take care of the stick, treat the two balls below well.}
{Rule 13: Don't suck the balls too hard, they are delicate and sensitive things.}
{Rule 14: He can press your head, pull your hair. If it hurts, say him to stop. Don't take your revenge on his little boy.}
{Rule 15: If you are disgusted, warn him not to ejaculate to mouth from the very beginning.}
{Rule 16: Don't act like you're bored. Be ambitious as if there is another woman is waiting to conquer it the moment you let it go.}
{Rule 17: If you're disgusted to swallow but he wants you to, look for foods that will make it taste good.}
{Rule 18: Its head needs special care, that's where the nerves are the densest. Stimulate the lower part of the head with your tongue.}
{Rule 19: Allowing him to hold your hair and guide you makes you feel that he is in control and satisfies him more.}
{Rule 20: Allowing him cum into your mouth makes him feel special.}
{Rule 21: Watch gay porn. You'll learn a lot.}
{Rule 22: Don't just do it while lying down, try it while the man is standing. It's much easier and it's good to try different positions.}
{Rule 23: Don't forget to remove your jewelry; bracelets, rings, and especially necklaces.}
{Rule 24: Do not try to speak a dick within your mouth. Ah, if he has a weenie, you can even sing if you want. I don't interfere.}
{Rule 25: Feel free to use it if lubricant makes your job easier.}
{Rule 26: If your gag reflex is preventing you from doing it, look for mixtures that will numb that area for a short time. There is a good recipe in Succubus' handbook.}
Oh? Now it caught my attention. Interesting.
{Rule 27: If local anesthesia is not among your options but you're still determined to suck it, start when it's not yet erect. It will be easier to do as it is small and soft.}
{Rule 28: If you need to make cum him using only your mouth but you can't because of your gag reflex: Suck balls and the head, lick the dick, and use your hands while sucking and licking the head.}
{Rule 29: Nothing is more satisfying than feeding on the man while he cums into -your mouth or pussy- you.}
{Rule 30: Practice. Practice. Practice.}