The intent is a very significant word. It offers an objective, design; purpose. Here I will clarify some of my intentions with this story and how far it can stop. What I thought was further but it makes perfect sense in the most authentic content. Of course, it is not an easy task about my genuine thinking, maybe I could be wrong but the other part of the story that I am going to tell combines with a certain book that I have not yet read and will only read in the future. For now, I'm just reading reviews. That said, that other part, I can say with all due respect, that it is a big, high challenge; and requires consequences.
The mystery in this story is an inevitable thing to come across because it happens the moment you retract new thoughts and reflections. The great influence of this was the incessant study of philosophy, which stirred my psyche. The last result that will arrive in this design, is the mystery. If I have a goal to be set, and it is accomplished, what will remain is the doubt of something difficult to explain the cause and effects. However, it is too early to reveal the true purpose because at the moment I am writing this chapter now, I am not prepared to even think about what might happen.
Wisdom is a wide and difficult path to be conquered. It depends not only on you but on everyone you surround and relate to. If you want to achieve your goal, try to be smart. We all have something to show and surprise each other. You shouldn't be sad just because "that" has not been achieved. Do like me, have a little hope! In a while, you will see, that this book will come out of here as an all-time best seller. Everything I saw was out of this world. Just believe me and be confident.
Now, that's enough. I'll talk about a few more points here:
01/09/2020: Date when I finish writing this chapter.
I look forward to getting to the next book! In a few days, a guy from the post office will knock on my door. And when I get there, I'm going to take my book and hide it. This! Kept secret, long secret. And then I type now, some teachings, some advice:
1- Stop your fears, have courage;
2- Don't lose your temper, be tolerant.
3- Go deep, with the intelligence of course.
This 3rd point there, I have to be more careful. I must not rush into it again. Well, as I said before, in the previous chapters, I had a problem in the 9th grade of the school. But this chapter is not talking about it. This chapter now is a sign of something that will happen in the future, almost an omen.
After a long time, I went into my room to start reading my first philosophy book, given by the professor. I was about to start my final year of elementary school. I sat on my bed, picked up the book, and started looking at the pages. Before that, I looked carefully at the cover and came across a face from the side as if I were sitting in a very cheeky mood. He had to take advantage of that opportunity to enter another field of knowledge totally different from the one he was used to.
I arrive in the 9th grade of elementary school. It was another year of study.
I entered the room and the first person I see is Bruna, a brunette girl with straight black hair sitting at a school desk in the row on the wall. She was reading a book. She didn't know what kind of reading it was and I still haven't found out. Apparently, her attraction was inevitable; because her beauty that day impacted several students. I remember that I was looking forward to the first day of school that year and just that, I ran and sat on the front stool where Bruna had sat.
During the days at school, there was a clash between me and the newcomer. But why? Why, in those days, did I want to remove a bond that could form if I didn't change my personality? Simple:
The cause of my transformation was the reading of the book called, Twilight of the Idols, by Friedrich Nietzsche, a 19th-century German philosopher who is still very influential today. In this book, several key themes of his philosophy stand out; which changed my way of thinking and acting. One of them was the famous motto: "how to philosophize with the hammer". When I started reading the book at home, overnight, my way of being ended up changing. I became more active in class and to the greatest effect, I became a game-changer in the classroom.
Today, I realize that my colleagues at that time did not see me as the usual Douglas. A calm, shy boy; soon I had a brief separation of values, or rather, an inversion of values there. As I was changed, they came to me with another look, a strange look that asked themselves: "what is happening to him"? "He wasn't like that."
With that, one day, I gave her a nickname. I called her a witch, not because I was thinking literally, nothing like that; but because I idealized thinking that Bruna pulled, she influenced others for self-interest. There came a day when I had the wrong thoughts when I asked someone to look at her purse. Soon, a girl with curly hair "gossiped" for Bruna and then she, as she felt embarrassed, went to the board to complain and was even more angry.
The director arrived in the room and said that I would go to Bruna to apologize. So, I stopped in front of her and apologized. But I didn't settle for much. Of course, I apologized, so it was "quiet". However, there were still uncertainties and mistrust on the part of my colleagues regarding their interpretations of me. Focus on that word 'interpretation':