I knew I should have stayed at home today:, I really should have. sitting down on the chair while my parents and the principal talked about my fate was excruciating, if I thought walking on the hallway before was like walking to the gallows then this felt like walking into hell. I could feel some students eyes staring at me, most of them had fearful looks, perhaps because they have heard of what I had done. I am pretty sure I have a bad reputation now in school and I could see some kids using the words like crazy and insane whilst pointing at me.
I felt like crying and I wished someone would just come and hold me, to tell me it's gonna be alright, that it's okay, all I did was defend myself: granted I would be the first one to agree that perhaps I went too far. But that doesn't give people the right to start looking at me like I was a monster, they started it they were the monsters : when I was the victim, no one said anything, they rather" laughed at my misfortune. Now I had gotten even and they started condemning, I so wanted to scream at them to go fuck themselves but that would just be me digging my grave deeper.
My mom and dad came out of the office, my mom was crying' so I knew the news they received was by far nothing good, : my father's resigned expression was what truly got to me though, because he's expression basically said I've given up.
My mom kept looking at me and crying, staring at me as if I was a stranger ' I don't blame her though : I would also question my behavior today.
Kevin my father called me, forcing me to swallow my spit and brace myself, this was it " time to receive the news of my fate, I was just praying that it wasn't going to be me being....
Kevin you have been expelled.
Fuuuuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkkk.