Nagkatitigan kaming dalawa, unable to speak. My breathing isn't normal and my heart is beating fast and loud. His messy hair is distracting me. His eyes are so intense, never leaving his stare at my lips. Napalunok ako sa pagkatitig niya sa akin. Hindi na nakakapagtataka kung nararamdaman man niya ang bawat tibok ng aking puso.
His left hand is on my back supporting me para hindi ako mahulog o matumba, the other on my waist. I bit my lower lip habang nakatingin ako sa kanya. Unti unti niyang nilalapit ang kanyang mukha sa akin. I didn't pull away, I stayed in the same position.
Kahit na sinasabi ng utak ko na umiwas ako sa paglapit niya sa akin, sumasalungat naman ang aking puso. Kung gaano kalakas ang pagpigil ng utak ko sa nararamdaman ko, nanaig pa rin ang gusto ng puso ko.
The heart wants what it wants.
Maya maya ay tuluyan nang nagtagpo ang mga labi naming dalawa. Ang lambot ng labi niya ay inaangkin ang nanabik kong labi.
His kisses on my lips is making me weak and keen at the same time.I surrendered in his kisses. I parted my lips and his tongue is inside my mouth now. His wet lips are making me crazy. I closed my eyes and returned the intense kisses.
Our tongues met. He explored the corners of my mouth and I happily let him. Mahigpit ang pagkakahawak niya sa akin ngayon. Tuluyang nawala ang kalasingan ko at hinigop iyon ng mga halik niya. My head tilted to give him a better access to my lips.
I felt his lips twitched into a smile as he continued to conquer my lips with his soft lips. After all the urges to stop from falling for him, parang hindi ko pa rin ata magawa.
Just when I thought that everything between us will always remain civil, I was wrong. Here, standing in front of me, kissing me, is the only man that had made me feel this way. Ecstatic, passionate, calm.
His kisses are now more intense. He lifted me up and I parted my legs and wrapped it into his waist as he carried me slowly papalapit sa kama. Nakahawak ang dalawang kamay ko sa mukha niya. His hands holding my butt tightly while kissing me para hindi ako matumba o mahulog.
I felt him drop me on the bed slowly while continuing to kiss me. I can feel the soft mattress and the cotton sheets. He pulled for awhile and looked at me longingly. Those eyes, those god damn eyes. Ngumiti ako sa kanya at hawak hawak ang damit niya. Hinila ko siya papalapit sa akin at hinalikan muli. He groaned when my lips sucked his lower lip.
I reached for his shorts, nakalimutan ko na na meydo basa pa pala ang mga damit naming. I touched his waist then I reached for his shirt and pulled it off his head.
His bare chest exposed, his body locking me. I kissed his broad shoulders. His slightly wet hair is touching my face as his hands travelled to my body. I moaned when he reached me under my boob. He was on top of me while I lay on bed.
Naramdaman ko ang kanyang kamay sa akin hita. "Your dress is wet." Tumango ako at iniangat ang kamay giving him a hint that I want him to take off my clothes. He grinned and immediately pulled my dress leaving me with my bra and underwear. Tinitigan niya ang katawan ko at ngumiti. "God, you're sexy."
His lips went back to my lips as his right hand reached the top of my bra. I arched my back and his left hand unhooked the straps. He removed the clothing that has been preventing him from touching my bust. My breasts are now uncovered, hard, and longing for his touch.
Hinahalikan niya ang aking leeg habang hinahaplos ng kanyang kamay ang dibdib ko. Napaungol ako. Bumaba ang mga halik niya mula leeg hanggang gitna ng aking dibdib. His soft lips are now close to my nipples while his fingers are playing with it.
"S-shit. Ryu.." I cursed when his tongue reached for my breast and licked my nipples. Hinawakan niya ang dalawang kamay ko na nakataas sa gilid ng aking ulo as his tongue continue to play with my breasts. Napakagat ako sa labi ko unable to stop him from what he is doing.
Pinagsiklop niya an gaming mga daliri habang patuloy na tinutukso ng mga halik niya ang nanabik kong katawan.
Binitawan niya ang kamay ko sa pagkakahawak and he put it at the side of my waist as his kisses moved to my stomach. He reached for my underwear, kneeled, and pulled it down. My naked body exposed. He stared at me and placed his lips on my stomach making his way down there.
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko and tried to reach him but he was quick to lock my hands. "R-ryu, what are you doing?" kabado kong tanong.
"Relax, baby." He answered, still locking my wrists, his lips moved to my abdomen. I moaned and rolled my eyes. I grasped the sheets as his lips reached my folds and felt his tongue on them.
"Oh my God, Ryu." I muttered. I reached for his hair as he continued to taste me. My moans are loud as his mouth on my cave explored every part of it. "Hmmm." It escaped from Ryu's mouth while his tongue is never missing a part of my center.
Nababaliw ako sa ginagawa niya but I couldn't bring myself to stop him. I bring my hands to the side of my head and grabbed the sheets as I felt his tongue enjoying every detail of my womanhood.
The movement of his tongue sent shivers to my body. He growled as he continued to pay with my member. My knees folded as he spread my legs wider. His hand opened my folds and his wet lips on mine is making me crazy and moan louder.
"Ahhhh, shit. Ryu.." I mumbled under my breath. His firm hands are back to my breasts, caressing them, feeling them, and enjoying them. My back arched at his sensual touch, a hard breath escaped from my lips.
"O-oooh, damn it, Ryu." I groaned. My body wanted more as I grasped the soft cotton sheets under me. I felt his lips on my thighs now, to my abdomen, to my chest, and finally to my neck. He pulled and looked at me. He smiled as I bit my lower lip. "You are so sweet, baby." He teased.
I reached for his slightly wet shorts and signalled him to remove the only thing that's covering his manhood. I tried to pull it down but failed. He reached for his shorts and removed it himself. My eyes saw the huge bulge that popped when he removed his clothing.
I pulled his head so I could kiss him. Naramdaman ko ang pagngiti niya habang hinahalikan ko siya. I could feel his groin just above my folds. "I want you, Ryu." I whispered to his ears. He grinned.
I reached for his manhood and found out how hard it is. He clsoed his eyes and groaned when he felt my hot hands on his. I caressed the firmness of his bulge. His breathing on my ears are sending electric waves to my body. "You are making me crazy, baby." He whispered as I continue to stroke his hardness.
"It's because I want you now, Ryu." Bulong ko sa kanya. "Hmmm?" tipid niyang tugon. "Please, don't make me beg, Ryu." He faced me and I saw the corners of his lips moved.
Inangat niya ang sarili niya and positioned his body before me. Slowly, I felt his crotch moved to the entrance of my cave. I readied myself for what he is about to do and bit my lip.
"Tell me if I am hurting you, okay." Malambing niyang sabi. Tumango ako and he now positioned himself to enter me. Slowly, he leaned in and made it way inside me. I yelp when I felt him push his way inside of me. "Shit, did I hurt you?" he asked and tried to pull away.
I stayed quiet. I hugged him tighter, stopping him from pulling away from me. "Damn it, Ryu. Please, I want you." I tried to push myself into him but it did hurt a little. "Shit, Ky. Stop it. You are hurting yourelf." His voice roared.
Umiling ako. "Please, baby. I want you. R-ryu.." He slowly pushed inside again habang pinipigilan ko ang mapasigaw sa sakit. He was careful hanggang sa tuluyan niya na akong inagkin. He slowly pushed and pulled his way inside me. As my body got used to it, I rocked it with him.
He moaned when I met his push halfway. "God, Ky." he cursed under his breathing. His lips are quick to find mine. Marahas ang mga halik niya habang inaangkin ako. Umungol ako sa bawat hila niya. Both his hands are on my boobs, fondling them.
Ryu's head tilted as his hard member continued to push and pull its way though my center. He growled as I rocked my body to him.
He moved faster and we both moaned louder. Tinugunan ko ang bawat galaw niya sa akin while he sucked my lower lips. I bit his lips as he kissed me fiercely. Nakabaon ang mga daliri ko sa likod niya. I am holding him so tight while he continued to pushed inside me.
"Ahh.. ahh.. Don't stop, Ryu." I whined. His breathing is faster than usual. I can feel my nails digging through the skin of his back. We moved together and heard him moaned with me. I pushed myself to him as he did the same. It was intense.
Our bodies are intertwined, our lips touched, our hands locked. Si Ryu lang ang tanging nakapagbigay sa akin ng ganitong pakiramdam. Sa lahat ng taon na nagdaan sa gitna naming dalawa, being with him here is something I will never regret.
The way Ryu entered my body is sending electric waves into my veins. He groaned and cursed as his pace became faster. I kiss all of his face and sucked on his neck. I want all of this with Ryu.
My eyes rolled at the sensation of his movement. Here we are, yet again, I gave him every bit of me. This time, I won't regret it. This time, I am accepting it.
"S-shit!" I cursed when I exploded and felt him come to me. "Fuck, Ky." Ryu groaned and cursed under his breath as he tilted his head and stared at the ceiling.
We are both catching our breath as he positioned his body next to me. God, I can feel my legs shake. I think my body is sore.
He laid down beside me, pulled me close to him, and planted a soft kiss on my lips. My breathing is still quick. Tinitigan niya ako, his soft eyes memorizing my face.
"Hinding hindi na kita papakawalan ulit. I will be a better man for the both of us." He whispered and hugged me tighter.
He kissed the top of my head. "I will erase your doubts and make you feel at ease." He continued to speak.
I smiled and gave in and decided to hug him back. My eyes feels heavy, my heart feels calm. It has never been this way since many years ago. Tonight, I am content with the way he is holding me.
Nakaulon ako sa kanyang braso habang yakap niya ako nang mahigpit. I buried my face in his neck as he covered my body with the soft blanket. I inhaled his scent as he kissed the top of my head and kissed my forehead.
Kung panaginip man ang lahat ng ito, parang awa niyo na, huwag na sa akong magising. I want to stay in the arms of the man I have only ever loved. I want this moment with him to last forever. I want the wasted years to be replaced with happy memories of us again.
Please, do not take this away from me again.