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Crispt air, deep blue skies, hearing the ocean, the waves crash among the shore....is this a dream? This can't be real, two years ago today I wouldn't think I would get this far in life, I didn't believe in love at first sight, nor did I believe in happiness but all that changed when I met him. Hi im Akkio leng I'm 19 years old and I currently am going to collage for lawyer school, I don't like school but my parents are strict and have this plan for my life. Throughout my 19 years of living it's all been the same, and I can't even decide anything and I haven't chosen one of my outfits ever. My parents got divorced when I was 7, when they got divorced they both agreed they would have some part in my life and agree to my school life plans and social life. This means I have to go to whatever school they say, take any classes they say. I can't make friends that are males beacause my dad thinks I'm to young to date, I have to show my parents my friends the same day I meet them and I have no social media apps. I have one phone and only two contacts on it, my mom and my dad. If you couldn't tell already I have really strict parents. My mom is getting married in three months and my dad has a whole new family. As soon as my parents got divorced he moved on and had gotten his girlfriend pregnant, my dad invited us to the wedding and I went but on the other hand my mom was on a date with her fiance. Sometimes I wonder why they got divorced and I still don't know, my mom says it's not my falut but whenever I ask my dad his response is " sorry I only have two sons you must have the wrong number." I am an adult and have no friends besides my 42 year old mom.What am I doing wrong?