'Because once you start feeling like a sinner. You'll never be able to escape that feeling. I can tell you that I am unable to do it. I still consider myself the sinner of the Qian family. It never changed over the years. It's been so many years and I can't bring myself to face my sister-in-law or my own nephew. After all, I was the reason their family was destroyed.
Xian, life is unpredictable you have heard but humans are more so.
You thought I was a nice person but I can assure you, I had my moments too. None of us is a saint. How is it possible to avoid all the darkness in the world?'
Shui Xian placed a hand on his forehead as he rubbed his temples. He understood everything his mother said a lot better at this time when she was no more. After all, he also felt like a sinner. No matter how hard he tried to convince himself, he still eventually ended up feeling like he was the reason his mother was no more.
