HOW DARE HE CALL ME LOVE? SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE HELL is wrong with him? He thinks I won't retaliate if he keeps acting like that just because I pledge my loyalty to him?
If yes, he's just as wrong as Theo for thinking I wouldn't wound him with my damn dagger. My dagger that he stole from me! Is that what he is? A Goddess-damned thief? That son of a bitch.
Not to say that both of them know I have magic, for Mikla's sake. At least Theo doesn't know who I am, but Joshua knows. That's even worse.
And although I have the strange feeling Joshua won't tell anybody about my secret, I still hate it. I hate that he, of all people, is one of the very few who know about it. The more I think about it, the angrier I get, it can't be helped.
How can those two make me so unstable like this? They make me lose even the control I have over my thoughts. And none of them have Dalilah's magic on top of that.
