I betrayed my people's trust at the moment they trusted me to save them and I not only failed to do this, but I died at the enemy's hands. Worse than that. The enemy was by my side all the time! I let the enemy live in my house, stay close to my friends, stay close to my people.
What kind of ruler was I? How did they trust me when I brought this upon them? How can't I hate myself after all of this?
In the end, I deserve to be dead!
How long has it been? Months? Years? Centuries?
I should be dead, shouldn't I? Then why my mind is still fully awake?
...I honestly don't fucking care about this anymore.
Elijah Maverick. You better prepare yourself to pay for this with your life. Because I'll make you suffer ten thousand times what you made me. I'll come to you when I reincarnate myself and when I found you, I'll make you regret the reincarnation spell you cast on me.
My people- I think they are all already dead right now.
My kingdom, my continent... How dare this bastard end my life when my people needed me?
Am I still sane?
Am I already insane?
Why my mind is so foggy? What kind of bright light is this? Why do my eyes hurt so much?
What the hell is happening-
"It's a girl, Stellar! It's a baby girl!" w-wait, what?
Where did this voice come from? Why is so loud?
"By the goddess, there's another one," another what?
What's happening?
I heard a female scream and her voice was pure pain. When I finally opened my eyes, I found a woman with golden hair, golden eyes, and white pale skin holding me, she'd smile at me and I suddenly noticed how little and out of control my body was. Then the golden-haired woman put me in a pinky-haired girl's arms, who was really cute.
"It's another girl, child," the golden-haired woman exclaimed after some time with joy.
"The goddess really blessed you, Stellar!" I looked around and found the woman who was clearly giving birth.
A beautiful cream-blonde elf female with golden eyes and white pale skin.
W-wait... the fuck... does this mean I was just born?
The golden-haired woman held another child carefully in her arms and cut her umbilical cord. It was a little girl with cream-blonde hair and navy-blue eyes, she looked at me and started to cry for no reason, and suddenly I found myself crying too.
How the hell can I control this body?
Most importantly! If what Elijah cast was a reincarnation devilish spell, how do I still have all my memories? What had gone wrong?
My mother held me in one of her arms and smile at me, a beautiful, lovely, and genuine smile, then she started to cry. She kissed me and my twin sister on our cheeks, still crying. Then my twin started to cry with her.
Why is she's crying? For heaven's sake. And why do I have tears rolling from my eyes? I'm not this emotional! I need to learn to control this little body.
"You are the oldest," my mother said with a smile looking at my eyes. "So you're name will be Amber. And you are the youngest, so your name will be Lea!" she said to my twin.
Amber. It's a cute name. It isn't so memorable as Kally Ma' Drenda, but it suits a kid.
"My queen," a navy-blue-haired male enter the room and turned to the golden-haired woman. "Leely laid the egg!"
Is the golden-haired woman a queen? And where am I, exactly? And wait a minute- egg? What does this mean? Is this Leely a chicken or something like that?
"When?"
"In the same instant as the oldest twin!" is this guy talking about me?
And how did he know the instant I was born? Also, I can't help but feel a familiarity with the Queen, and her... people? I don't know what is this feeling, but it's as if I've met her and her people before, which I haven't.
"This is a miracle. Is a sign from the Goddess!"
Goddess? What is this crazy grandma talking about? I don't recall people believing in a Goddess when I was alive, maybe it's a secret cult or something.
"Stellar, my child, I have to go see my daughter!" daughter? What does her daughter have to do with the conversation?
"Thank you for everything, Crystal, you can go see her and her egg now, I'll stay here with my babies." So the golden-haired woman's name is Crystal. It's a beautiful name.
And wait, what does she mean by 'go see her and her egg'?
I must gather more information about everyone and everything. And I hope they still practice magic. If yes, I must gain control of my infant cute body and start to speed up my mana awakening.
Just you wait, Elijah Maverick, I'll come to find you right after I become stronger than I was in my last life. And when this happens, I'll finish you!