It feels....so cold...
Where am I?
Am I dead?
Heh probably not.
Killua where are you...
Where are you right now.
Gon was there, standing, feeling the cold floor touch his feet. What was he doing there and why is he so sad.
I want to go back home with killua.
I want to be able to hug him and see his smile.
But at last I don't think that will happen now..will it.
He felt so lonely not having anyone with him. Just left in this dark place which he had no idea of.
Maybe if I just pass away now..maybe I'll be free but, will killua be alright if I'm gone.
He then lays down onto the ground, his skin cold as ice and his eyes dull as ever.
What can he do except think of things from his past and what could be his future.
Why do I feel so tired... maybe I should rest before I go.
There gon laid on the ground wanting to take a rest but little did he know he might not be able to wake up from his rest..
Back to reality
I had left the hospital so that I could get some food and bring it back so that I can eat it over there.
Honestly I've been feeling like shit after gon was admitted into the hospital again and how he is literally on his deathbed right now.
Could I really live on if gon is not beside me anymore? Why did things have to be like this.
As I paid for the food I got into the car and started to drive back to the hospital hoping things could get better when i return.
-Leorio's pov-
As I was filling out some paperwork for a patient my mind wandered off as I began to think about gon.
"What is wrong with him. Why can't I figure this out!"
He said slamming his hand onto the desk. He frowned before hearing the door open to his office he looked up and saw a familiar face.
"Long time no see leorio"
Leorio's frown would turn into a slight smile before saying.
"It's nice to see you kurapika"
The blonde hair boy would smile but see that leorio was having a trouble some time
"What's wrong leorio is there something bothering you?"
Leorio sighed and nod.
"Actually yeah there is..."
Kurapika looked at him with concern and would pull a chair up next to him and sit down.
"Want to tell me what's bothering you, maybe I could help in some way"
"That's thoughtful of you Kurapika but I don't think you could help me with this"
"How is that?"
He asked being very concerned now, he had never seen leorio so troubled in a long time and really wanted to help him.
"...there's this boy that has this strange disease or virus that I don't know what it is and the boy only has so little time to live.."
Leorio was beginning to Slightly coke on his words before he started to tear up and cry. Kurapika looked at him with a sad face and would hug him.
"I thought I figured it put Kurapika but I was wrong. The boy only has so little time to live and I haven't done a single thing to help him get better, why can't I save him!!"
Kurapika would rub his back as leorio cried, slowly he began to calm himself down and pull away from him.
"Thanks Kurapika..."
"No problem leorio, anytime."
He calmed down and would look at Kurapika and just stare at him for a while before pulling out Gon's file
"Take a look at this." He handed the form to Kurapika and the blonde hair boy would open the file looking through everything before returning it back to him with a shocking look.
"This boy I know him, he goes to the college I work at."
Leorio was surprised to hear this. What a big coincidence that they both know who gon is.
"I can't believe you know him, such a small world we live in"
"Yeah I know right, it really is such a shame for him tho, having to go through this"
They both went into silence after seeing that a person they know is on their death bed almost about to lose their life over some virus or disease.
"But hopefully he'll recover, we'll pray that he'll be fine and up and running soon"
Kurapika said with a enthusiastic smile and leorio smile as well nodding in agreement but right after Kurapika said that someone came running into his office and then would yell out to leorio.
"Doctor Leorio we need you right this instant!"
"What,why what happened?"
He said in a very concerning way. The nurse would pant before speaking out the most terrifying thing they could hear.
"The patient Gon Freecss, his pukse just dropped, he's dying sir!"
Leorio looked pale and didn't spare any momment and quickly ran out of the office and to Gon's room.
"no no no no no no NO! This can't be happening right now!"
Right as he entered the room he saw that he was in a critical state and he would yell out to the nurses to bring out the defibrillator.
The item he asked for was brought to him and would set it up to 200 joules. He would place the thing onto Gon's chest and say
"Ready clear!"
The thing shocked him and nothing happened, he would then do it again but nothing happen.
"Set it to 300 joules now!"
Again he shocked him with the defibrillator nothing happened. He would then set it to 500 joules.
"Ready clear!"
Leorio kept thinking about one thing only and it was for gon to stay alive.
-Killua's pov-
As I reached the hospital I get into the elevator and hit the 4th floor where gon was. Right when the elevator hit the forth floor he would see people running in the direction of where he was heading.
He looked confused and would head to the desk and ask the attendent what was happening.
"Hey ma'am may I ask what's the commotion about?"
She looked up at him and what she was about to say was going to make killua lose it.
"Paient 143 is currently in a critical state and right now they might not make it"
Killua became tense before asking something else.
"Can I ask...what is the parents name?"
"Paient 143 Gon Freecss"
There became silence, the bag of food would drop and killua instantly began to run to gon.
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!"
running through the halls he would reach gons room which was completely pack and couldn't see anything.
"MOVE OUT OF THE WAY! I NEED TO SEE GON!"
he heard leorios voice in the distance before he heard the line go dead as the monitor no longer showed any sign of life.
He had enough of this and pushed the nurses out of the way and finally reached to gon but what he saw made his face go pale and his blood run cold.
Leorio would turn to him and his face would have the look of sadness.
"I'm sorry killua...I couldn't save him"
Killua slowly walk up to the bed where he saw a lifeless gon lay there on the bed and he would fall onto his knees grabbing Gon's hand softly.
"H-hey gon..stop messing around already and wake up.."
Everyone would watch him as they all look like they were about to cry seeing such a terrible loss.
"Come on wake up already...I SAID WAKE UP DAMIT!"
killua began to cry and leorio placed his hand over his shoulder but killua would smack it away as he didn't want any comfort.
"You were supposed to save him! Why didn't you save him"
He didn't have to streght to punch leorio and just cried his heart out as he placed his forehead into Gon's hand.
Leorio would signal everyone to leave and close the door leaving the two of them alone.
"Why did you leave me... you promised me that we'll get married together and have our own family.."
He couldn't believe he was gon and this time permanently.
Time had passed by and killua had to be taken out of the room by force since he wasn't listening to anyone.
-the day of the funeral-
It was raining and killua was watching Gon's coffin be buried underground. Leorio and Kurapika were there as well and stood behind him as the coffin was finally buried.
"Hey killua do you think you'll be alright? If you want you can come with us to-"
"No there's no need to, I'm fine so please just leave me alone."
Kurapika and leorio nods as they then left killua to be by himself and as he did was stare at the ground thinking about gon.
That was really only thing he could think of and he would think of all the memories they had together, the live they made with each other.
He couldn't stand to be there any longer and would just begin to walk away. Killua looked back one final last time before leaving and heading to his car where he began to drive back home.
"Gon I will never forget you and that's a promise."
-2 days ago before the funeral-
At the mortuary gons body was being put into the cabinet where all the dead bodies are put before putting them into the casket.
Once everybody had left the mortuary something strange happened.
As the body of gon laid in the cabinet it was silent before until
he opened his eyes.
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Well that's it for Season 1 Season 2 will be released soon. I thank you all for those who had read my fanatic I thank you very much and I hope you will enjoy Season 2.
Date: December 20, 2021
Time: 1:21