" What is the matter with you. I mean why you so much against with it. " I ask her.
" It's just I don't like it you are dating my ex.." she said to me.
" Becca we both know that what is it between you guys. So you don't have to be jealous.." I said to her.
I look at Angel is passed sleep. I am happy that she is not listening all of this.
" Don't you love Chase.." i ask her.
" Of course I do. That's why we are together right.." she said looking at me.
" Becca I think you still don't know what you want. Don't take decisions without thinking. I don't want you to be hurt him. If you did loves him. You never think or talk about Tony. " I siad to her. And pick Angel and left her living room. Taking Angel to her bed.
I quickly call Tony. And he did pick it up in two ring. After that we both talk. He is bussy so I tell him we can talk later but he still don't want to hang up. But i force him to do whatever he is doing after we can talk. Like stubborn he is. It's to hard to tell him something to do. And He did it. When I demand him.
After that I also clean Angela's room. her room never mess but it's not like she always keep clean.
After that I do clean my room. And than i started to work about our appartment. Now I think that it's better to move out. About Angel I will talk to Chase. I know he is Angela's legal guardian. But I still want that if he could give Angel to me.
I still thinking about baby. But I don't get right person. I do think about Tony. But I don't think that he ever agree on this. I mean I see how he playe with Angel and all. But I don't think he want kids.
He is bussy man. He don't have time for this. In years he do have coming up tournaments that he have to always go with that. He did have contract with them. Didn't he.
Plus I also have to think about my hospital. Did they oky about it. I mean I know they don't mind it for this. It's not that I will not go there. I will think about it about this later. The deep I thought. The deep I have questions. Which I don't have answers.
I talk about the interior designer. And we both are talk about everything. What color suites to there. Plus I do have to order some online furniture. That I have to set them up.
I have the whole month or two. But I do want to ready before Tony come home.
The way he said that he want to finish what we started. I did wanted to know what he's means. I know that we are more than friend's. But still i can't ready to trust him again. He never lie or hide anything. He always share me everything. That's good think about it that if never hide anything for me. What if that make me hurt. But he always said what is the truth.
Weeks passed fast. I am to bussy on my own life. Spending time with Angel and bussy in my work. Plus the new appartment. I do talk with Tony. And always tease him about how he make me bussy to all this stuff and like he a good man he always apologize to it.
Sometimes we do face time. When I was wiith Angel. And they both talk and joke around. Evrytime he had game. Before that he did call me and look at myself. And than I wish him luck. And than he play the game.
About the game. They never lose. We do watch their games. And they are play too well. Even when it is face of with Tyler team. They can define them. And I never see that they beat him in match like they are joking right now. last time Tyler did lose for me. to stupid date. but this time I see the what is the real. and what is Tony can do.. stupid me that I made that deal in past. when I just have to faith in Tony..
We both are getting closer to each other. We both have connected to online app's but still it's feel like he is with me. Late night talks. And whenever he up face time me. Without t-shirt. Always look at him and he's messy hair. It is another story. That how much he make me to go to him and kiss the hell out of him.
I never talk dirty with him. But he did sometimes. When he do see me without bra. After that i never go front of him without bra. It's not like I don't like it. It's just that I am Saving myself for him. I want him to touch me. To fuck me that no one else does ever. Not even myself.
Everything is going well. But today I did feel somthing going to be happen. Half the tournament is finished. Today is semi finals. I did plan to take Angel to the finals. To suprise him. I didn't tell him that.
Today I done my work and also check if there is have any work for me. Or any serious case.
I want to watch he's game. I know they will win. But I want to see him play. Time is going so slow.
I am on my way to home. I did get food for eat. I grab things. I know it's just me and Angel but still I know when it's about movie or somthing we always eat more than we think. Because our mind is not looking at how much we are eating. Our mind that particular thing that we are watching or looking.
I park my car to my parking side. And than get out from dirver seat. And than grab foods. And get in to House. Close behind the door. I put everything in table. And than I get quickly shower. Wash my hair. And than get out from there.
Wear my lose clothes. And than same time I got face time call. And it's none other than him. I grab my phone. And accept it.
" Where you bu....oohhkkyy.." he said and look my wet hair. He look at me. And i am looking at him. We both didn't anything for second. Looking to each other.
I don't want to make him more do I.. my inner Voice.
" So.." i said to him. Blushing hard controlling.
" So.. I am so fucking done with it.. 5 more day.." he said to me. And he look so cute when he frustrated and dying for meet me.
" I been wheeling for see you after five day.." i tell him.
" So.. game is about to start.. give me luck.." he said to me. And I look at him. And smile and he did wait for me to wish him. He think that I am he's lucky charm. That I don't believe at all..
I pull camera to my lips. And kiss my phone. And moan it. I never done that. But whenever is front of me close to me. I do want to do things that I don't want to.. like old times.
" Fuck Princess you are killing me.." he said. And sand me to flying kisses..
" My best wishes always with you.. play with your heart. And kick there asses.." i tell him.
" Okky.. I call you after game.." he said and than we both hang up.
I walk to the living room. And than I wear there. And start the sport chennal. I can't wait that they get in finals and than I go to cheer him up.
I called Angel. And she run to stairs and jump on couch and we both wait for start the match.
" Mamma you think that Tony uncles team going to be win.." Angel ask..
" Of course baby he will.. " i said to her.
" What the hell Bacca.. " i hear the voice to Chase's room. Door Swing open and they are fighting again.
They both do argue about I don't know. But they always do. Whenever I was home. Did she have problem with me or somthing.
" What Chase. Can't you see. I am feed of this. I get it all this. But what about our privacy. I do want sometimes go downstairs with you spend time in living room. I mean it's just. Ughh.. you decide what you want to do.. " she said. And now I get what she want. She want to kick me out of this house.
Of course she will do that. But she forgot that it's mine and Chase's house. We both build together. That time I never thought that we have to part away like this. We do have lots of problems. But at least we live our life happily.
It's just me that I am thinking. Or Chase too.
Actually. I am to done with them. To hearing them. I am staying here but still it's not feel like home. I feel like I am staying at hotel room or somthing.
I try to stay far far away from her. But still she want me to go way. That cool. I wil do that.
" Don't I said you Becca it's can't be possible. We made this together. I can't tell her to leave. " He try to understand. But hearing this. I feel like he don't even fight for me. Can't he just stand by me and yelled at her. That I do have most important role in he's life. Don't he care that what she shit talk to me the way she use bad words for me. He never defined me. Did he. I am feed of this all..
" Than make it possible.." she yelled at him.
" What the hell Becca. Why you have problem with her. She is your childhood best friend for got sake.. " hearing this. I can't believe that I Friend with her. She is not like this before. What happened that she change lot..
" Things change Chase. We are not the same page. Don't you see that.. " she said. I don't wnat to hear them all.
" What happened mamma. Why the Becca aunty and dada fighting for.. " angel said and my eyes snap to her. I feel num. If I did left. What happened to Angel. But I have to make decision. I can't live like this.
" Nothing happened my little Angel. You watch the game. I will be back. Okky.. " I said to her. And like smart kid she did what I said to her.
I get up to the couch. And walk to upstairs. And go forward to Chase room. I walk on without knocking or anything. They eyes wilden looking at me. I get in there room and close the door behind us. So Angel can't hear this.
" Sorry to disturb you.. but you guys already disturbed me. So I have to come here. Angel is asking questions. And I can't tell her what is going on here. " I tell him. And they stiil looking at me.
" So .. yeahh. Why i am here.. so I am here to announced the good news that. Two month ago. I look appartment for myself. Thanks for Anthony he is big helpful man. And I got very good appartment. There is I am redecorating and rebuilding the whole house. So they are taking times. Why i am saying this to you.. so is that. Whenever that all work done. I will move out soon I guess. " I tell them. And smile.
" And yeahh.. I do want to talk about Angel. If she wants to stay with me. So you can't tell her no. I am also thinking to adopt her. When I know that there is no in hell you guys take care that kid. So yeah.. enjoy whatever you are doing it before I come." I said to both of them. And look at Chase once more timem And than leave the room. I want Angel in my life. No matter what.