After the game Becca force me to come to Chase house for party. I tell her I don't want to but she forced me. Even I didn't have. Car. I forgot that Jake is pick me up. So I give up. And we enter Chase's car I seat in backside when Becca seat beside him.
Chase want to talk to me before he said somthing. I pull out earphone and started the listening the songs. To avoid him. I hope he understand that I am not interested in him to talk. Or don't want to hear he's bullshit apologize.
After when we reach he's house. We all getting out. Becca pull me to her. And than we both are started to walk he's house. Chase tell to party at he's house after half an hour and that is enough time to settle everything down. Well there words not mine.
There are already the football team are hear and done half of work. And people are starting to walk in house. Not bed.
Tony and Jake both come with drinks. And Jacob get pizza's. Lilly and Zoe also have some of bags. Maybe food or drinks or whatever.
One of the boy started the music and than it look like that now party going to be start. Cheerleaders are also come in and also help them whatever they want to. Cassy did talk with some of boy. And I think they both flirt with each other.
When she feel that my eyes on her. She look at me and glare at me. She said somthing to that boy and walk toward me.
" I see how you both exchange numbers shamelessly. When you very well know that they are enemies to far long time ago.." she said and grab two cup of glass one of she handed me and one she get for herself.
" I don't give damm about this shit. And I don't care what people think. How they look at me treat me. That stupid revelry can't stop me to talk with anyone if i want to.." i tell her.
" Seems like you got your next target.." she said to me and i give her look. Like really. Why she is always act like bitch.
" Really Cassy. Why you hate us that much. You are not like this before. I know you. You just change so much.." i tell her. And drunk the drink.
" When you get hurt by someone who you never think that that someone will do this like this. You will become me." She said to me and than first time I look at her eyes. She is alone. She need someone. Did somthing happnd to her.
" Cassy.." i want to ask but than girls come and join us.
" Did she said started to talk nonsense or throw shit on you.." Zoe said to me. And I look. At Cassy she hide it whatever is that and back to the cold behaviour.
" Don't worry darling Zoe.. Eli are capable strong enough to handle me.."after long time she call me Eli. And than smile at me and walk away leaving us.
" What the hell she always have to be a Bitch.." Becca said.
" She never like this. But experience will change everyone. " I tell them.
" What you mean.. " Zoe ask her. And I shake my head.
" Nothing. Where is everyone. " I ask them and than I see Jacob and Jake standing with boys. And talking and enjoying.
After 20 minutes seating in kitchen drinks and doing nothing. I walk to the second floor to use washroom. The party is going on in full swing. And people are enjoying there time some of footballer guys also come to me talk to me I mean try too. But I shoo them away.
Pushing everyone. And Makin my way to the last room of the corridor. When I open the door. I started to get in . I thought it is empty bit it is not. And I see that somthing that I guess I never want to see this.
" What the hell.." i yelled at them and they both push away each other and shock looking at me. Seriously. Did they really doing it here. They think that no one can see it or catch them.
" I never accept it that I will see somthing like that.. I never think that you are do somthing like this.. " i said. And glare at them. They both embarrassed and would be. How can they do it.
" Why.. why did you this. Did he not enough of you that you want another one. He Loves you God damn it... " I shout at her. How can she do this like this. For her I sacrifice everything. For her happiness. And what I get. What if he know it.
" What if he know this.. do you guys have any idea.." I tell them.
" He will never know this.. and you are not going to tell him.. " she said and come and stand fornt of me.
" Really.. and why not I.." I tell her.
" He never believe you.. why will he believe you.. when he didn't even accept you.. " she said to me and my eyes wild. What is she talking about it.
" So you think i don't know. Well I don't but he did tell me everything. When he is so drunk. He tell me everything. I do feel guilty that I am doing this to behind him. But I see that he also did it when I am blindly trusted him. " She said to me. I get Angry to her.
" He stop everything didn't he.. she chooses you over me don't you see that that he loves you.. " I yelled at her angrily.
" So what. You think that he loves me. Than why I am here. Why I am kissing Jacob and not him.. " she yelled at me.
" He didn't touch me far long time ago. I thought giving myself to him. Everything will be going to be fine but noo. He don't have even any desire toward me. Yeah we go hold hands kissed that's it. Nothing else.. " she said to me
" That doesn't mean to do that to he's back. If you don't happy with him you always breakup with him.. " I tell her.
" So he can come to you and you both happy ever after.. huhh. Hurting myself. " She said.
" I love him before. And I love him now and i always love him forever. But he still want time to move on like you did with that boy.. " she said to me
" If you have faith in him. Than why are you doing this please don't hurt him Lilly. Like you said he still healing if he see you like this. You don't have any idea that what will he do.. please don't play with he's heart. " I tell her. And even begged her. I don't want that her to hurt him.
" I am trying okkyy. But promise me this.." she pointed to to herself and Jacob.." no one know about this.." she said to me .. I nodded with my head. I look at Jacob. And I really want to punch him.
" Why Jacob.. you know everything but you still doing it. Don't you feel guilty about it.. " i told him. He didn't even show me any emotions.
" Do you feel anything when you did this to me. " He said to me angrily. And than day. I hit what Cassy said to me. Guess I still new to know the real people.
" I saw that night. You tell me you give us chance. And what you did. You fuck him.. how can you do this. I mean see girl like you.. " he said and look me to disguise.
" I did it because I know him. And I know how to handle him. And I go there to finish everything because I really wanted to give us chance. Guess what you never understand me or ever deserve.. " I snap at him.
" So it's revenge huh.. thanks. And you think that you both doing same and than make understand that what hurt like this. To let me tell you guys. If I have power I do continue and start over again. But I end this because of Lily. I see how much you love him. " I tell her. " And you.. I never want to try it but I did see that you do have feelings. And I don't want to hurt you. So I wanted to try it. So we both know that what it is.. but you know guys doing it. I did feel hurt. But now I think that I ever consider you guys my friends. " I finally said that I don't want to. Today is not my day I guess.
" I am not going to tell him anything to him but whatever it is I request you please stop this. Don't hurt him he don't deserve this.. " i said and than i turn around. I will never going to be talk to them ever again.
Yes we did right. But we did realise and than we both endded it. But they lose there chance bussy in revange if they did spend time with us. We did fall of them. But no they want to hurt us. I wip my tears. And than get in the other door. And than wash my face. Smashing water to my face.
I wnat to go home. I don't want to be here anymore. First Chase and now lily and Jacob. Now I see everyone's true colours.
That is make me hurt. And broken but still make me strong too to handle this and face it. This time i am not running away to my problems..
When I get out from the washroom closing the door behind me. That same time someone push me hard to wall grabbing me ..
" You think that you can get out of this after that your little drama.. " and than I feel Angry. He also have to come now. To talk to me . Why.. cant he leave me alone.
" Back off." I said to him.
" what.. what just you said. " Holding my tightly he did hurt me like this. I try to free to him.
" I said back off right now'.." i yelled at him and push him away hard. And he did back off.
" You never done this before. I know you never said to me like that... " he said to me.
" Don't you said before.. that's before. And it's gone. Now it's change. So don't touch me or pull that stund ever again you understand.. " I yelled at him.
" What will you do if I do touch you.." he challenged me I am seriously not in mood for that.
" I will yelled and tell everyone that you are forcing me to you.. and I am serious Tony I am not hesitate to do that.. " I threatened him. And hes jaw clinch. I am done with this. They did play me like they want to now I am not given them chance to play with my emotions.
" You never call me Tony.." he said in low voice. And I look at him and I see he is hurt. But I don't care. I want to go home now..
" Well I did now. And don't anyone call you that. That's what your prefer don't you.. " I tell him sarcastically.
" Not for you.. " he said.
" I don't care.. " I tell him and walk away from him.
When I reach the ground. I see that Becca is drunk and Chase is trying to be hold her so she not run away. Zoe and Jake are helping him.
I walk there. Zoe and jake look at me. I hug them tightly. I don't trust anyone except my friends. They are only my true friends. No matter what.
" Hyy what happen maddi.." Jake panic when he see me like this.
I didn't tell anything to him just hug him tightly.. and he did hug me back. Rubb my back and clam me down. Shhhh.. don't cry.. shhhh.
After that Zoe give me glass of water. Which I accept and than drink it. They want to talk to me about. But i didn't said anything.
" Can you just drop me home please. " I tell them and they agree with me and than we left this party.