It's getting more and more beautiful.
Type just separated from the little cute girl after the appointment. He was feeling very happy.
After chatting for several days, Type was sure that he was very interested in this beautiful little cute girl, and the other side also gave 100% enthusiasm to him. Every time he LINE a hello text, the other side could reply in seconds, and even later it turned into, as soon as he woke up, he had a lot of LINE text to reply, and every day before going to bed, he had a lot of LINE text to reply,
He knew... It's a good time to flirt with each other.
This kind of freshness and excitement has been experienced by Type before, but in the previous relationship, he has always been the active one. He always wanted to go further when he met the people who are different in character but can attract each other. So today is also the meal date he asked for, and the other side promised it very cheerfully.
So Type went to her school to find her, had dinner together, and then separated from each other. Now he is on the way back to the dormitory, and he whistled in a very good mood.
When the incoming message prompt sounds, Type immediately pulls out the mobile phone and looked at it.
... Have you arrived at the dormitory?
The message is very short, but it is full of concern, revealing the girl's exquisite mind. Type can't help smiling.
... Arrived...
... Well, I'm worried about you, so ask
"Haha, she is worried about me... Worry-I-will-not-have-thing-send." Type stopped and replies to the message attentively before going upstairs. The little cute girl immediately replies.
... I can't worry about you, can I? Then I won't worry about it anymore
Then he sent an angry cat expression emoji to express that he was angry, and Type smiled more happily, and his eyes doted on the expression bag.
It should be like this, isn't it? Chatting with girls is the best feeling. The heart is like a cat's grasp, soft and itchy, a feeling which can't be found anywhere else.
While thinking about it, Type coaxed her and sent three expression emoji in succession. He walked into the door of the dormitory with long legs. One hand was still holding the mobile phone, and the other hand pushed the door of the dormitory open. His eyes were still looking at the mobile phone. The darkness in front of him made Type stupefied, shrugged his shoulders and reached out to touch the switch.
Click
"Haha haha, good, coax you, look at your cheeks so drum, like a goldfish." When Type saw the message sent by the other party and laughed loudly, the cute little girl in the photo puffed her cheeks and held an explosive head. Type didn't know whether to say she was good-looking or funny. He was satisfied to look back and forth at the expression bag and focused on choosing the right expression to reply to her.
In this way, after opening the door for so long, he still stood in front of the door and looked at the mobile phone, but he didn't lift his head.
So...
"Lying fvck!!!" When he looked up later, he almost stopped his heart. He saw Tharn sitting on the bed with his feet down, his hands on his knees, as if he had been attached Type's heart is still beating fast, and even starts to get a little cramped.
Type doesn't know what happened.
"Shit, Ai'Tharn!! You are insane. You almost scared me to death when you didn't turn on the light in the room." Type took a long breath, turned to close the door, put the bag on the bed, one hand still holding the mobile phone, did not see the fist clenched by the person on the bed, he seemed very angry.
"Where have you been?"
"Went to dinner with friends." Type replied briefly, kicking off his socks, turned around and fell on the bed, holding his mobile phone in both hands, with only the message on the screen in his eyes.
"What kind of friend."
"You don't have to worry about this." Type replied casually, he didn't have time to say more, because the little cute girl was playing a bragging game with him, he would send a message to tell her that he had been teased by her. But he still have a little mind to think about how Tharn said so much today.
"It's a girl right?"
How did he know that?
Type was stunned, didn't answer his question, turned to look at the person on the opposite bed, only to find that Tharn's state was abnormal.
Every time when two people get along alone, although he has always been silent and likes to put on a bad face, his smile has increased a lot recently, and now the taut face, sharp and bright eyes, eyebrows tightly screwed together, Type can even hear his teeth grinding. All actions were telling Type a message: He's really out of order tonight.
"It's none of your business."
It's like dropping a heavy bomb into a pool of water. When Tharn looked at him, his eyes were cold to the extreme, and his voice was deep and gloomy,
"It's none of my business to say it again. You're getting involved with women now, aren't you?"
"What are you shouting, Ai'Tharn?" Type narrowed his eyes. He was a little angry, but he tried to keep calm. However, Tharn was completely enraged by his words, and his eyes were full of disappointment.
"Ai'Type, where have you been? With whom?"
Even though he was angry, Tharn tried to stay calm. He continued to ask. Type frowned. He felt that the tone of Tharn's chiding was violating his privacy. He suddenly bounced up from the bed and walked to the cold and hard Tharn in his eyes.
Lowered his voice,
"You are not my father!" Although it's just a short sentence, the warning in it is very heavy. You are just my roommate. You have no right to force me so hard, and I have no right to answer your questions!
"No matter where I go or with whom, it's none of your business."
"..."
Tharn took a deep breath again. His fist was not relaxed at all. Instead, he held it tighter and tighter. Until his hand ached, only pain could make him regain his sense. But Type gave him no chance to regain his sense,
"I'm just asking, can't you tell me?"
"I don't like your tone. I don't like the way you are now, and I don't like you asking about my privacy. I've never asked where you've been, and with whom, you have no right to ask me?!!" Type's voice was getting louder and louder, which made Tharn, who is trying to calm down, unable to continue to endure,
"You didn't tell me because you went out with a woman, right?"
Type stopped and looked at the irrational Tharn,
"You're out there, aren't you?!!"
Ai'Tharn, Type can't help biting his teeth, looking at him with red face and fierce eyes. Facing Tharn's question, Type can't admit defeat, even if there is a voice in the inner corner saying Stop.
Don't quarrel with him, don't quarrel with him, don't make things big.
However, it's just a faint voice in the corner of his heart. It's not enough to persuade Type, who never gives up. Tharn's words gradually make him angry.
Plump
"It's my own business who I want to be nice to?!!!" Type pushes hard on Tharn, which made him step back for several times. His face has no expression other than cold, but the next sentence made Type angrier,
"But I'm your husband"
Crack!
Type punches him in the face, made Tharn turn to one side, and Type's voice was close to roaring,
"You are not my fvcking husband!!!"
Bang
Tharn turned to look at him, his eyes still bright.
"You don't have to look at me like that. Remember this punch. We agreed before. I'm just your casual bed partner! So, no matter who I am flirting with or who I want to pursue, you have no right to interfere with me, do you hear me!!!" Type yelled at Tharn, adding at the end,
"I'm not your property"
"So you're just sleeping with anyone, aren't you?" Asked Tharn feebly, in a tone of jealousy, Type quickly replied,
"Yes! It's none of your business who I slept with."
Crack
Type obviously saw that Tharn clenched his fist and was ready to give back his fist, but he just raised his hand and rubbed his face hard at last. Originally because of anger and red face, there were cruel eyes, slowly become bloodless, face had gradually calmed and there was disappointment in his eyes.
"Then I can go to bed with anyone, can I?"
When Tharn said that he wanted to sleep with others, the pain in his heart could not go away, but he finally covered his heart with indifference.
"Well, it's your business who you sleep with."
"..."
Tharn didn't speak for a moment, and after a while, in a calm, he said in an undisturbed voice,
"You used to call me lecherous, but now you let me go to bed with others"
Type also remembers saying this. He used to think gay was lewd, but later found that Tharn was not that kind of person. He was speechless for a while, and Tharn's next words made him smoke again,
"And yourself... You want to be a slut, don't you?"
Being noisy
"You!" Type grabbed him by the collar and was so angry that he just wanted to kill him, but Tharn's eyes stopped him.
No ridicule, no contempt, eyes full of sadness.
"You say I can sleep with anyone, but I don't want that..." Tharn reached out and held his collar hand. His bright eyes reflected Type's angry expression and said something that almost choked him.
"... Because you're the only one"
"..."
"I already have you. Why do I want to sleep with others? Now what's wrong with me...?"
Tharn choked, the strength on his hand increased, and he held his hand tightly around his neck until Type felt the pain, but could not say anything to cuss him, as if the words were stuck in his throat, Tharn continued talking with a disappointed face,
"I'm jealous"
Thump
Bang!!!
As soon as the voice fell, Type pushed him hard again. Tharn fell on the bed and hit his elbow against the wall behind him, making a huge noise. Type didn't know whether to go up and check on him or cuss him severely.
When he heard Tharn say that he was jealous, his heart just exploded.
What right does he have to be jealous? They are not lovers. They have all agreed before. So how I do it is all my business. I am right!
Type said out loud,
"If you say such an effed up again, I won't sleep with you in the future!"
Bang Bang Bang
"Ah, what are you doing? You are so noisy!" At this time, the student next door knocked on the wall and shouted.
Their quarrel was so loud that they quarreled with the people next door. They looked at each other and said nothing.
When Tharn got up to pull him again, Type said coldly,
"I told you I'm not gay, I like women. If you can't see me like this, then our relationship is over!"
Bang Bang Bang
"Ai'Tharn, Ai'Type, you two come out to talk to me. How many fights do you have in a day?" This time, it wasn't the sound from the other side of the wall. The student next door couldn't bear it any longer. He came to beat the door directly. Type looked up, turned around and put his cell phone into his pocket, picked up his pillow and quilt, and walked to the door.
Squeak
"Hey, can you be quiet? I'm studying!"
Shua
And Type ignored the seniors, went straight to pat his shoulders and said,
"Brother Klui, I'll go to sleep with you tonight." Then he walked into the next room. The dormitory door was so wide open. The schoolmaster stood at the door and looked at Tharn in the inner room. He clenched his fist and took a deep breath, which seemed to calm his mood. The schoolmaster asked softly,
"What happened to you two Ah, I won't ask." When he saw Tharn's expression, he stopped his mouth immediately, hurried back to his room, leaving Tharn to roar in the room,
"Shit!"
At this time, Type has laid the quilt, threw the pillow on it, then lay down and closed his eyes, his face was still angry with the quarrel, the senior didn't dare to ask anything, just said softly,
"If you have something to say, you have to continue to be a roommate." Type didn't answer him, even if line's news kept ringing.
He didn't fall asleep all night, just lay down with his eyes closed. Type wanted to empty himself and sort out all kinds of things that happened during this period. However, Tharn's words and his disappointed eyes were always in his mind. However, Type didn't feel that he did something wrong. He said it was just a sex friend's before they started. It was his business even if he went after anyone again.
A man should be paired with a woman. Does he think I will sleep with him all my life? I will find my girlfriend one day.
At about five o'clock in the morning, when the door opened, Type suddenly sat up and gently rolled his quilt and pillow back to his room, empty... It was Tharn who just went out.
However, he didn't think much about it. He took a bath and went out to class.
"Ai'Type, I have something to confess."
Techno, who was sitting next to him, said, "Ai'Type turned to see him, and Techno sat next to him as cramped as a child waiting to be cussed by his mother for doing something wrong."
"You look so serious today."
"Is it?" Type replied,
Techno clenched his hands over his head.
"I told Tharn that you and Fai are dating recently I didn't mean to say that. Yesterday when I went to the practice room to find him, I mistakenly said it. I said that you have been infatuated with women recently. I really didn't mean to tell him, I hope that you didn't quarrel because of this, did you? I'm wrong. My heart is big. I don't have a mouth filter..." Techno sincerely reviews itself, and Type slowly got angry again.
Angry that he let Tharn fight with him, but... It's just a moment of anger.
"I'm sorry." Type said calmly,
"Huh?" Techno raised his head and looked at him strangely,
"I have nothing to do with him. It's my freedom to date someone. He doesn't know if he's right to take care of me. Don't look at me like I'm stealing food outside."
"But yesterday Ai'Tharn looked angry."
"So what? He's angry it's his business!" Type stressed again, Techno had to shut up and sighed deeply.
"Well, that's also true. I only see that he likes you, but I don't see whether you like him or not. Who are you with? Even though Tharn knew it's none of his business, it's OK. It can hurt his mind." Techno is really thinking about both of them. To be honest, Tharn has stopped thinking now, better than watching Type change his girlfriend.
But... These words made Type feel very painful.
He didn't know what is hurting in his heart!
Type cussed himself severely in his heart. If he doesn't answer his friend's words, he turned around and looked at other places. Then I saw Tharn who said he had no one else.
A kind of
"Ai'Tharn my good friend ah ~"
"..."
"Well, how are you man?"
Tharn left the door in the early morning. His friend jumped up from behind and put his arm around his neck, almost choking him. Tharn didn't hide. The friend thought it was boring. He turned to her and sat down.
"No, nothing."
"But you seem to have something on your mind. Although you are silent every time, it's the first time for you to be silent and expressionless. Be careful to be carried away as a statue for a while..." Well, this cold joke is not funny.
"..."
Friends who like to tease Tharn slowly shut up, because they always dislike him. This time, they didn't talk to each other or respond to him with any expression.
"Tell me what's going on?" Tharn knew that his friend was worried about himself, but he couldn't tell his friend the whole story.
Type wanted to make it a secret, then Tharn... like a pathetic agreed.
"Nothing. I didn't sleep all night. I watched the live broadcast all night."
"Oh, I see." A friend nodded his head with a smile to show his understanding.
"When I was going out in the morning, someone called me that the teacher canceled this class. A welcome relief. If my dormitory was near here. I will have to go back to the dormitory all the time. But I haven't eaten yet. I'm going to buy some food later..." As my friend said this, he got up and went out to find something to eat
Sting
The cell phone in his pocket rings. Tharn took it out and saw that it's not someone else who sends messages. It's Ai'Type.
Tharn sighed deeply before he went in to read the news. He sent a link. Tharn hesitated for a moment, but he still went in.
The screen starts to load messages, and then a few big words appear that make him silent,
Ten rules of being a sex friend
Tharn closed his eyes and continued to roll down.
1. Don't be jealous, but you can care about each other.
2. You can have sex, but we are not our partner's property.
3. There is no right to want too much.
4. You can change your position, but if you can't, don't be unhappy with the breakup.
5. Don't stop the other from having a girlfriend.
6. If a sex friend has his own crush, you are not allowed to cry, fight and keep him back. You should try to accept the facts, and then discuss whether to continue to be a sex friend or to end the relationship.
7. Don't care too much about each other, because it's just a sex friend relationship.
8. There is no limit to the number of sex friends. You can have countless sex friends. There is no limit to gender, age and location. Of course, if you don't mind getting AIDS.
9. Lovers first, sex friends second.
10. A sex friend is a sex friend. You should know your limits.
In conclusion, having a sex friend doesn't mean cheating, but if it's known by your lover, you have to separate.
Tharn sat quietly, knowing what Type wanted to say.
Sting
... The No. 6 item...
The rule is so long. Tharn doesn't look back and knew what rule 6 said, which is probably what Type wanted him to know most.
No horseplay. Recognize and accept the facts.
He... None of them can be done.
Tharn just wanted to put his cell phone back in his bag, and the news came back.
... Do you want to breakup?
Tharn was holding the cell phone tightly, and Type has only given him two options.
If you still want to be the same as before, you can't have emotions. You can only use the other man as sex tools. If you can't do it... That's it.
No matter which one he chooses, it's heartbreaking... It's just him.
Bang
"I'm going. I can't go to class this afternoon."
"Ah?" Ah!" His friend watched his back disappear in his sight, and Tharn went straight to the waiting place. There was only one idea in his mind... Type doesn't care about him at all.
As long as it goes on like this, it will be cut off from now on.
Sometimes, even though Tharn knew what he wanted, he can never make a decision.
Should we end the relationship before we feel more heartache, or just like this, continue to wait for the light of hope to reappear.
This is the first time that Tharn doesn't want to make a decision.
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