With the sensation of my body slowly being drained of life, I could also hear or feel my heart slowing down. I didn't want to die, but I knew that there was no chance or situation where I could do anything to stop this predator from feeding on its prey. I'm weak, actually humans in general are weak when left fending for themselves. Even rabbits which are considered one of the weakest, have a high chance to escape from wolves they have they're speed and ability to hide. And if cornered they can use they're claws, teeth and strong hind legs too fight off the much stronger predator and have a low chance of success but definitely not impossible.
But what would I be able to do against whatever this beast is? I doubt I'd win or escape in any situation , I don't think I'd even have a chance. Maybe if I wasn't caught off guard, no even then she was too fast or strong for me to see or even slightly budge. Man I really wish I was able to at least fight back, I've never been this overpowered in a fight. I've been in many because of the area I live in, and even with stronger and bigger opponents I was at least able to fight them away. And my moms told me that I should fight every situation and overcome it head on before she passed away, she would probably be disappointed in her son being so useless. I'm sorry momma, I swear I would have done everything in my power to survive if I had a chance.
Man fuck this, I don't want to die, no I refuse to die who says that I can't overcome this!! Maybe there is a chance to survive as long as I fight off this overwhelming sensation of wanting to rest, I'm not stupid I know that if I let myself fall unconscious I won't be waking up.
*swish, click, click* Did she just leave? did she already drain my body dry? I don't feel my heart beating anymore and my whole body is cold I think I was able to stay conscious, but I can't feel a single thing throughout my whole body besides ice. Why can't I move? Should I just wait for my uncle to check on me, no It's probably not going to be for a couple hours I should do something if I want to live.
*My body stayed lifeless on the couch as all these thoughts ran through my head, I didn't want to accept death my will to live was surprisingly tough.*
But what should I do? I don't even know what's going on. Suddenly I felt a jolt of pain running through my body. "ARGHHHHHHH AHHHHGHHH ARGHHHHHHHHHGGGHARHHGGGHHHHHGGHHHGHHHAHHHHHH" what is this, it, it feels like every cell in body is melting and breaking apart. I can't even open my mouth to properly let out a screech, I'm paralyzed this might actually be worse than death. But I have to resist no matter what pain I go through. I have to face every tough situation head on and overcome it I can't let my moms down.
I was laying in bed for what I believe was a couple minutes and the sight of my body was horrifying my entire body was being ripped apart, literally tearing up and healing it was so painful I wanted to throw up and pass out unfortunately I could do neither, otherwise I knew I'd let myself slip away unconscious and for some reason I knew I'd die the moment I stopped resisting I could feel it!
Hours passed and I could see the sun slowly coming up for sunrise, unfortunately I couldn't enjoy the sight, I wasn't even internally screeching any longer, my mind felt blank all I could feel was pain and all I could do was lay there and wait for it to end, I didn't even know if it would end it felt like an eternity had gone by.
I saw the sun clearly now and I knew my mind couldn't resist any longer I was slowly loosing my sense of self, and I was going unconscious, part of me wanted to resist but I couldn't any longer my entire body was drained of strength including my mind I instantly blacked out.