Lover of horror you might call me but this is who I am,
Say it the way it is, I have been cast aside,
Isn't the truth better than lying?
Since lie begat lies, then more lies,
Why not just say the truth once and get it done with,
Rather than explain myself, why not say it the way It went,
Side note, I never loved horror movies,
They scare me with their themes of violence,
Wrapped in a cloak of high blood pressure, these movies never cease to catch me gasping,
For breath and my poor heart, I never do them,
Its easier that way, facing your fears or avoiding them,
I prefer the first, since it's the cheapest,
Am sorry I derailed but you get the point,
I'd rather say why than how, and that's something,
Lost my ex cause I was too realistic,
Have faith she said but I wasn't listening,
Say it the way it is, I was a self proclaimed analyst,
Didn't have the time to prove myself,I lost horribly,
Didn't get the chance to face reality,
This is saying much, I prefer the secrecy,
But when it's time, you'll get the truth from me,
And that's if I am not in a pine box flower filled,
For reasons best known to me,
This disease is called mental depression,
And if it kills me before you believe it, then so be it.