Jikyo's pov:
*Flashback to the library conversion *
I am standing at the other side of the books stand, listening to their conversation.What's wrong with Joon?
I followed him to outside and grabbed his arm. "Jikyo? What are you doing here?", he asked me with a smile. That sweet smile.
"Why are you being rude to Jin?", I asked him with a frown on my forehead.
He remained silent.
"You won't even talk now?", I've shouted at him.
".... I can't tell", he spoke at last.
"Are you keeping secrets from me?", I have shouted again.
He again remained silent.
"I'm not going to talk to you until you spill the beans", I started walking away.
"Jin likes you!", he blurted out.
What did he say? Jin likes me?
"And?", I asked him.
"And? Do you want more?", he frowned.
"So.. The reason you are being harsh to him is you feel that he likes me?", I asked him.
"Feel? It's the truth!", he looked mad.
"That's the problem which I need to deal with Jin. Why are you over reacting?", I shouted at him.
He didn't speak a word, but I can see from his expression that he did not like what I said.
"Joon... Can you trust me when I say that I like you?", I asked him. He nodded with a hesitation.
"Look.. I am not a fan of jealousy. I don't like my boy friend feeling jealous over me. So, can you believe in my feelings for you and look at nothing else?", I asked him.
He nodded again with the same hesitation.
"Joon..", I sighed, "Tell me what's bothering you?"
"I just don't like hearing about how should I feel or not. You can't actually feel however you want to, can you?", he asked me.
"I can.. I absolutely can", I spoke, totally pissed off.
"Maybe you could, but I can't", he spoke.
"...I will talk to you about it when I get into my right mind", I growled in a lower tone and walked away.
And from then there is an invisible wall between us.. I never rose that topic and he never asked me about it. Well, what is there to discuss in that?
The night before the match, my dad marched towards me when I'm stretching before going to bed in a hurry.
"Kyo.. You must immediately pack your luggage for your flight to US. Everything is ready for the flight", he spoke in a hurry.
"Dad.. Calm down and tell me what happened", I asked him.
"Parappazi are behind you. Someone leaked your identity", he grabbed me by my shoulder .
"But dad... I have a match tomorrow and I still need to attend CSAT!", I pushed his grip on my shoulder.
"DON'T BE STUPID! YOU WILL WRITE ONLINE EXAM FOR CSAT AND DON'T EVEN TALK ABOUT THE MATCH. YOUR IDENTITY IS EXPOSED BECAUSE OF YOUR BOXING. NOW PACK IMMEDIATELY!", he growled at me and stepped out of the room.
Jimin who came running because of dad's outburst stared at my weeping posture.
I collapsed on the ground and started crying. If I leave like this, I don't think I will have any contact with Jin or Namjoon.
Jimin budged towards me and kneeled with me and patted my back gently.
"Noona.. Please don't cry. Everything is going to get better", he spoke,being unsure of what he spoke.
"Jimin-ah! I don't want to go anywhere. I despise the idea of going to US", I spoke.
"Noona... You understand why dad is being like this right now, right? He lost our mom and you were on the verge of your death them. Please understand his concern", he spoke.
I nodded and wiped my tears. I don't remember the pain of losing my mom, but I remember the screeching of our car and how mom buried me into her chest when the accident took place.
A truck ran into our car, killing our mom and getting me on the verge of my life.
It caused havoc when police deducted that the accident was intentionally caused my one of my father's rival.
He got prisoned, but he has a lot of contact with the criminal world. My dad is scared for my life.
From the accident, I started getting unusual attention from the media.
I was described as "The girl who survived the murder attempt by her father's rival" in breaking news. Some even called me "Killer of her own mother".
So my dad made a girl my scape goat and sent her to Russia.
So "The girl who survived the murder attempt by her father's rival" was in Russia and I stayed here till now.
But paparazzi found my identity now, from the words of my father. It is actually a dangerous situation for me.
I took out two papers and wrote two letters, one for Namjoon and one for Jin.
"Namjoon-ah!
I'm really sorry for leaving you without a proper good bye. I'm being followed by paparazzi. Jimin will explain you everything.
Give me a chance to give a proper good bye to you once I come back.
Your friend,
Jikyo.
".
"Jin..
I left this note for you, because I'm not in a situation to speak to you.
Paparazzi are behind me and my dad felt that it's dangerous for me to stay here. I tried to persuade him, but he won't listen.
Wait for me.I'll be back.
-Jikyo".
I asked my security guard to pass the letters to them. Packing the luggage and boarding the flight happened in a snap.
I cried and cried till I can't cry anymore. I reached US and picked up my luggage in the airport.
Someone held a placard with my name for me at the entrance. He is a handsome man.. Wait....
"Yoongi oppa?", he smiled at me when he heard his name from my mouth.
"How are you, Dora?", he opened his arms for a hug.
I punched him in the stomach.
"When will you stop calling me that?", I hugged him tightly.