Blaze (January 8, 2042) 12:38am Sunday
These questions...they tend to fill my head up with every breath I take..
How did this happen..
Why did this happen..
What do I even do next..
How do I act..
These questions had some easy answers, it just mattered how you answered them.
Why should I answer these again?
Oh right, because emotions are trying to get me!
The first question, 'how did this happen,' has no answer. Even if there was an answer, I would never want to know the answer.
Honestly, I decided to go to bed late as hell so I had no late shift. I would do it in the morning.
To be honest the past 4 days of the week I was what normal people would call..headaches and sudden nausea came over me. I don't know why I'm like this.
I was technically kind of alive.
Only because small feelings were wandering about..
It's all because of these..humans..
Should I take a break?
'No! That's showing everyone your weak!,' my inner demon yelled through my mind.
I still had no idea who he was, or why he became a soul inside me.
As a soul, this demon could come out of my body with a certain spell into a new body he would then call his own.
Just trapped inside my mind, only seeing what I see.
He must be in hell right now, watching everything I do.
He appeared after me and Amelia had an argument.
At first it was like a cloud appearing in my thoughts, making me lose focus.
I sigh and glance around realizing, no movement.
I wasn't supposed to feel things, so what was wrong with me?
'Blaze, you're overreacting, that's called sensing, why have your panties in a twist..', the demon says, I hear his faded laughter as a headache overwhelms me.
I hate how much I've been sensing the past few days, each morning I wake..
More questions then answers.
I am always curious, but when this illness is over I will find someone who can take the part of me that can feel things, and sense things.
'No one can do that..' the demon speaks in my mind.
I feel as if I'm losing it, and it's something I can't fight.
I had to change my ways, this was Tundra's land now.
Just sit back, and watch as days pass on, it seems easy enough. I wanted to be overprotective of this land but honestly..
I just wanted to retire..
Their was nothing left for me to fight for anymore, their hasn't been for a while.
'Hey, before this happens, your 'retirement', can you please get me out of here? Who are you anyways?'
I have no clue why he is all active.
He hasn't been that way before..
'Fine', I think, giving him clarity to leave me the hell alone..
For now, before my retirement, I was going to take a well deserved break..
A few days, even more..
I put my walls up in my head, all I do is imagine my thoughts being locked away, and it happens.
No one reads my mind.
It's simple, well, when your immortal..
I'm mostly glad I put my walls up, I didn't need anyone, or her...to read my mind.
I mean she probably doesn't even notice me anyways...why waste minutes with love even though I'm immortal. I mean it's whatever.
Wait.
Why in the hell am I even thinking about this?
Firestar had to disperse from my thoughts.
I may becoming delusional..
Hopefully it's not true though.
What else do I have to do to secure this community?
Thinking of ways to improve, I realize what i needed to do.
Stay out of the way..
Then everything will be normal again.
Easy.
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Lannie
So it's currently 2am and everyone is asleep but in the park I just heard a kid say something about a beach party later tonight..let's just say I got ready for it real quick, I want to prove to my sister that I have as many balls as her when it comes to being risky..
I needed this..
When I come back she will be so proud, I mean I was worried if Cassidy wakes up, but that's it. I put on one of her pink and black shaded dresses and add some makeup to make myself look...what does she say? Sexy? Flattering? I had no idea..
I add pink fading into black eyeshadow, with black eyeliner, and a little squirt of perfume, and a drop of her liquid dark red lipstick.
I leave my hair in curls, and grab some black heels of Cassidy's.
I close the door lightly behind me and walk out.
The dirtroad near our house is clear, and thru some tree's I see a the entrance of what used to be called home.
Blaze was even sleeping, no one was up, their was only a few streetlights, but none that would shine on me.
It was dead silent.
I heard whistling from the North, so that's where I went to the Northeast and saw a big bonfire...the wall was like a few hundred feet from me, close to the beach where the whistles came from.
After I walk around the old community wall, straight ahead of Cassidy's house, I find myself at a beach..
"Hey peeps!" I say as a boy my sister met in our old community. He winks.
"Hey...wanna do a dare with us after a few drinks?" I nod and I grab a cold wine cooler..
I wouldn't want to ruin the night..
We all ended up telling funny stories, but I didn't have any, so I just sat on the stool and smiled.
"Hey, you ready?" the boy asks as he puts a shot in his mouth and chugs it.
"Heck yea!" I say, chugging the rest of my wine cooler that was sitting on the table in front of us.
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Lonna
I wake up at 3:30am tops and smell my perfumes along with nailpolish!
I panic when I realize she stained a white shirt of mine with my red lipstick.
I then realize it's not just all over that, but as well as my brand new Calvin Klein!! What the hell!
I sense my sister in the cold..I even smell fire...she's near the bonfire area?
Isn't that near the Lune Beach?
I tiptoe out of the house in heels and manage to start walking fast, not caring if I wake up the whole damn neighborhood!
"Lannie! Lannie!" I hear cheering as I pass the last part of the wall..
That's when I see the fire...
The beach...
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Lannie
They let me in through the gate as a dare, and they including Curtis said an hour to 40 minutes. I ended up saying sure, even though I'm clutzy and nervous.
They open the old community door with a slight creak as I hear crumbles of sand beneath my feet.
"Why the hell is there a drunken teenager on our side?" An older man with a high voice says as another laughs...
I shake and walk forward, dizziness taking over from the winecooler.
"It's just Cassidy's fake kid, and I know exactly what to do with her...lock up the gate for the night..." The man does what he says and puts a few huge pieces of wood on the door, jamming it from the inside.
I feel hands grab my shoulders, and feel a sharp pain as my stomach hits a shoulder.
"YO-YOU Arrrggg THE BAD GUYSSS!!" then I burst out laughing.
I look around me and see some tiki lamps lit all around the perimeter.
The guys roll their eyes and chuckle as they open a hard wood door and set me in a cage. I guess I'm a monkey now...
"I will NOT dooo MONKEY NOISES FOR YOU SIR!" I yell as I hear loud metal clang together.
"HEY IM TALKING TO YOU!" I yell, but no response..
They walk away from my locked cage and shut the lights off and I faceplant on the ground over my sisters damned heels...
"Owww!" I yell as I scootch to the back of the room.
"Shut it shorty." A orange haired guy says with a wink. I growl.
Why did I even do this? Dignity..?
Was it to show Curtis that I was strong?
I had no answers, but yes..I did like Curtis.
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Lonna
"OKAY! Where in the fucking hell is my SISTER!" I yell at the three muskequeers Curtis calls friends.
Curtis, Wayne, and Louis..
Curtis gives me a flirtatious smile...
"I don't know what you mean love..." he says as he walks up to me and strokes my chin... "Your pathetic...where is she?" I slap his hand away/
Wayne rolls his greedy green eyes and smirks..."She just did a dare..she'll be fine Lonna, chill.."
"Is she over the WALL?!" I yell into both their faces..
One starts sweating and I slap him...Louis.
Why did I have sex with him again?
I have to get her...I need my fake momma...
"CASSIDY!" I yell. The muskequeers run off in three different directions, and I realize I'm alone, just hearing footsteps running in front of me..
I see a shadow run fast until it stops in front of me causing my heart to quicken.
It's Cassidy.
"Why are you out here you idiot?! Where is your sister?" Cassidy asks angrily crossing her arms. Her voice was normally soft and quiet with us, but when she is in a mood, her voice is more like a pissed off mother.
Even if I don't have a mom, I've seen mom's..
I can admit, they're scary..
"Curtis got her to do a dare and I can't sense her anymore..she was cold last I sensed her, but now she's just..gone..". I say tearing up..
Tears pile my cheeks and my mascara drips down my cheeks...
I hate my mascara..
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Cassidy
"Calm down! Go back to that damn house, and don't even think about anything else but your sister! Call me when you remember something, and your not going anywhere else!" I yell, anger pulsing through my veins..I feel myself transforming..
My eyes flash and I take a deep breath.
My powers go into full effect as I begin climbing up a firm pointy tree. I feel my hair changing, dying itself..burning me, my eyes already changing to a deep red, red is all I see through my anger.
It's all I have anymore..
The more people I kill, the better the transformation.
I ignore the pain and make the climb..
After I get to a certain point of the tree, I place my foot on the silver lining of the chain link fence below it.
I make my way down until I hit the sandy ground.
I find Axels assistant Matt, his sharp brown hair full of moose and gleaming dark red eyes.
Attractive yet perky.
I begin walking around the firepit that's in front of the tree, walking more into Axels compound.
As I'm walking I see a tripwire, it looks out of place, 'klutzy Lannie,' I think as I look down.
Glancing up, I notice Matt's in front of me with a smirk on his face and a light in his eyes. "Hey gorgeous..what are you up to?" he asks as he walks with me.
"I'm just wondering where the jail building is..I was told to execute this teen I guess..?"
He nods and moves his finger as in a, 'come with me', kind of way.
"Axel said don't disrupt me or I am allowed to shove this heel where the sun doesn't shine..." I add with a smirk, as we walk closer to my destination.
He nods muttering something under his breath, he's pissed off, wondering why Axel chose someone else to do the job.
I open the jail cell and see that she's passed out, I smell alcohol and sigh, dragging her out of the cell behind me. I growl as I put her over my back, she's lighter then she looks, but in this 5 foot, 5 inch body, she's heavier.
As soon as I'm done shutting the door to the jail building, I turn around and become face to face with Matt next to Axel. Axel's possie is also behind him as I raise an eyebrow. Matt growls as I roll my eyes, he takes another step in coming close, so I smell his cologne on his neck.
"Who are you..?" He whispers, sending chills down my spine. I ignore it and roll my eyes and glance Axels way. I raise an eyebrow.
Axel knows me too well..
"She's my niece, let's show her some respect, she belongs over here anyways.." he smiles then winks. He glances over my shoulder, and I backup tapping the door with my foot keeping balance.
They better not trap me in here..
Matt backs up near Axel who is no less than 6 feet away from me. Axel smiles, raising an eyebrow, then speaks..
"Let her thru.." He pauses smiling at me with greedy eyes, then begins again.. "..she'll be back.." he smirks and I roll my eyes shoving past Matt and Axel in the process.
Getting to the door I turn around and look at the crowd that has barely dispersed since I had last seen them...
"By the way, you're not my Uncle.." I say as I look at Axel, opening the door and slamming it behind me.