it's as if I was pushed to the ground and chained there with invisible chains... I can't find a way up, only able to stay at rock bottom... someone told me maybe that I'm tired and over whelmed by existing .... and I've been thinking... I am. all I do is cry at night... I don't sleep good and then I struggle the next day to keep going... the most small things are breaking me, day by day ... some times I only would cry at night ... but today . . . I cried after dinner two times then mad with to bed to only cry again...all I'm asking is... help me... help me find why a week ago I was fine! and in only a day, I was broken... exsplain to me! why! I'm tired of crying! I need answers... please someone .... help me....