I have to kill him, I have to kill him, I have to -. Without realizing it, tears fell into the sink. I saw myself in the mirror. Tears spilled without my consent. What's this? I rubbed it but it flowed faster. Until finally a servant came hastily into here. He saw me and asked
"Did you see the young master?"
"Young master? Isn't he in his room?"
"He is not there. His room is empty, his bag and sword are also missing"
"Wait a minute, don't don't" I said then ran away from him
"hey Jes'ka do you know something? JESKA!" she shouted
I ran towards his room. There I used my magic to search for it. But I can't feel it. I also ran to and fro, looking for him. I do not know what happened, but my legs would not stop. He kept moving and running. While my head could not look straight. He kept looking fro like looking for someone. Why am I so concerned about him? if he dies, will complete my mission is not it?
I've been around the entire residence. But I didn't find it at all. Yet, there is still one more place that has not been looking for. Rear park residence. I energetically ran around. And so until I could not find anyone. Only open seat is located in the park. I returned to using my magic. To track it down, but the results remain the same.
"What are you doing ?"
"Eh?" I said surprised
Wait for that voice. I looked up. He was on the roof of the residence, while looking at me. Her gaze is different. His gaze was really cold.
"Where have you been? All the servants looking for you"
"So why? They're just servants. Like that you want me to say it?"
"What you say. Come down, you may fall"
"Who do you dare to order me?"
"ha?"
He's right too, I'm just a servant. Not who it is. Wait a minute, come to think of it. Maybe he is the same as me, alone. Without friends. Maybe he just needs a friend. Just like me as a child. From what I hear, he can't control his magic. In times like this, he must have been bullied in his school. Was that why he hated caste so much? if so, all I can say is
"I ... I'm your friend"
"and why do you conclude like that"
"because I want to be your friend" I said.
What is this ? wasn't I the one who was about to kill him? why I say things like this? I don't know why I'm saying things like this, I don't even know why I'm this worried. But as long as I get close to him again it will become easier. At least to kill him.
He stood up, then jumped and landed perfectly in front of me. He looked at me so closely, then said
"This sucks. You're so sensitive"
"I'm going into town. Buying roses everywhere. You coming?"
"he ? ah of-of course"
"But Sir- i mean Fa'I, don't we at least have to tell the others first."
"tak apa, aku sudah memberi tahu mama"
*
"Eh Fa'I. Where are we going?"
"I'm sorry, what?" fa'i said while his ear closer. Currently they are on the downtown mall. They've traveled around approximately thirty minutes without a clear purpose
"where are we going?" said Jes'ka louder
"I'm looking for my mother's favorite flower"
"flowers? what flowers?"
"Rose manna"
"Rose manna? It's quite difficult to find. Not many sell them."
"I know. How to get it quite dangerous, because it's not much to sell it. And even quite expensive"
Then suddenly, Jes'ka slowed.
"What is it? You Tired?"
He shook his head and replied "it's okay, I just ..."
"I have an idea." He said as he walked around
"where are we going?"
"you just come with me"
Jes'ka followed him behind. He just walked as he looked down. There's a reason why he slowed down just now. He heard people say to him. About why he dared to walk beside his master. She who tries to attract his master. Or whatever it is. Indeed he ignored it. But she felt compelled to remove a bad rumor that would fall to his master. And because of her reverie was, she did not see that fa'i had stopped. As a result, she hit Fa'i's back. He felt ashamed of himself.
"Calm down. Things like that you don't need to think about. Now you change your clothes first"
"Change? But I'm not bringing any clothes. Only this"
"that's why we stop here"
He looked behind Fa'I. They stopped in front of a clothing store. They were finally enter. Jes'ka wandered around, looking for clothes that she thought would suit her. While fa'i just sat quietly while watching.
Jes'ka is busy with hundreds of clothes in front of her clothes. 'which one shall I buy? At least that's enough with the money I'm carrying right now, 'she thought. While she was puzzled by his choice, she saw fa'i with a woman was talking to him. she ignored her, trying not to care. she was already unanimous about some of the clothes she wanted to try on. She also tried her in the locker room.
He was puzzled by the choice of clothes that he wanted to take. As a result she was heading to fa'i and asked about the choice of clothes. However, when she started to say, she was still there with him. Fa'I who saw Jes'ka suddenly stood up and approached him. He could see the girl looked disappointed.
"are you finished?"
"I dont know. I'm confused about to choose which"
"Who is she ?" said the girl had followed him
"ok i-
"hey! are you ignoring me?" he said irritably
"then why? I don't know you. You suddenly came and asked me to talk"
"what are you talking about? didn't I tell you my name?"
"I don't remember anything"
"I was Erina Heavenshield. I am a direct descendant of one of the twelve major nobility"
"Oh yeah? Good riddance. You could tempt other men that you want without feeling a loss"
"What are you doing? Don't you know who Heavenshield is?"
"I know, he is one of the nobles who took part in the war nearly two centuries ago. Weve why?"
"I will not forget this". He clicked his tongue, then walked away in shame. Fa'i and Jes'ka saw him walking towards the two other girls and went with him. Jes'ka was turned and looked at fa'i. He looked up and thought, 'it turns out he was taller than me'.
"What's wrong? There's something on my face?" he asked while looking for something that was not there.
It makes Jes'ka embarrassed. Caught staring at someone, who is not ashamed. She quickly went to the locker room followed by Fa'I behind him. She then was about to enter one of the changing rooms. But, Fa'I stopped him. Jes'ka looked at him, not understanding. Fa'I was about to say something but ...
"Jes'ka, you are Jes'ka right?"
"Nas'ti?"