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Chapter 18 - Why?

I quickly ran out of the bathroom and shut the door.

I leaned against the door for a minute to process who I just saw speaking about...kidnapping me.

I looked at the balcony and ran to shut the doors and curtains.

I looked down and remembered I was about to finally have my moment with Jason, but he still wasn't back yet.

I grabbed my robe and went to the door. I slowly creeped the door open and peered out in the hall. It was dark, but there was torch's lining the walls so you could see. I thought he said a knight was going to be guarding me? Odd.

I need to find Jason. Like NOW.

I had no idea where he was or who he went to see.

Sigh.

Part of me is saying - just stay put and wait for him to come back. The other part of me is saying, screw waiting, go find Jason.

But what if I go find him and get kidnapped in the process?

UGH. I looked down again and saw myself in lace and decided I better just stay put.

I look out in the halls one more time hoping to hear him coming or see him.

Nothing.

I sighed and closed the door and then suddenly a hand appeared on the door, stopping me from closing it.

My heart fluttered, YAY he is back! I opened the door, only to see Kyle standing there.

Well... this is awkward.

He looked at me up and down, slowly. "Uh Nice to see you too, Princess." he smirked and I did not like the look he was giving me.

"Uh, Hi Kyle. I thought you were... Jason..." I said covering myself with the robe even more. Feeling my face turn red as I did so.

"Ha. No my Princess, It's your best friend. Sorry to uh.. disappoint?" He questioned as he came a step closer.

I instinctively took a step back when he stepped closer.

He looked at me with this weird hurt look. I ignored it.

"Is there something you need Kyle? I can relay a message to Jason when he gets back. " I asked, trying to avoid any eye contact.

I did not like how he was still looking at me. I snapped my fingers near his face to make him snap out of it.

"S-sorry. I just.. You look..." He said with this lustful look in his eyes.

I held my hand up, "Don't say another word. Please. I thought you were Jason and you aren't so..." I said clearly leaving the sentence unfinished, hoping he'd get the hint.

"Well.. I was actually here to talk to you." He said as he locked eyes with me. I shivered.

"Are you cold...?" he asked cocking his head.

"Uh yeah... What do you want to talk about?" I just want to close the door and never see anyone again!

"I think it would be a good idea If we talked. Air some things out. What about tomorrow? During the day?" He asked in a very hopeful tone.

"I'd have to check with Jason first, I still need to get my mother, remember? I don't want to waste any time doing other things when I could be helping get my mother back. Maybe after that? I hope you understand..."

His face fell, I could tell he wanted to say more and convince me otherwise but I wasn't going to give him the chance to do so, "I am getting very tired. Goodnight Kyle." I said going back to the door.

"Will you at least consider it Princess? Please?" I could see the hurt in his eyes... but there was no way I was going anywhere alone with anyone anytime soon, well unless it's Jason of course.

"Yes. Now please, go so I can rest."

He looked me up and down again and made an 'Oh Really' face, while still standing there. Uh, did he not hear me?

" I'm pretty sure the Princess just asked you, NICELY to go so she can rest. Why are you still here?" Jason's voice was cold and stern and he was standing directly behind Kyle.

"My apologies. I was just talking to my best friend, Sir Jason." Kyle emphasized 'best friend', nodded and moved to the side. He smiled at me, then Jason and bowed. Then he finally walked away.

Jason came into the room and shut the door. He locked it and turned to me and raised his eyebrows.

I looked at him and ran to him. I almost knocked him over and he grabbed me and picked me up.

"Please never leave my side again. Please." I said choking back tears and not letting him go.

He squeezed me and kissed my lips. He carried me over to our bed and laid me down. My robe came open and he stopped kissing me.

"What?" I said... knowing what already. I giggled after I said it because I felt my face flush and I didn't want to do anything to ruin the moment.

"Uh...I.." Was all he could say. He was just looking at me slowly up and down and I felt my body start to heat up in response.

Oh My. He made me feel so many emotions, I couldn't think straight.

He took my robe off and said, "That's better... now I can see you." smiling down at me.

He kissed me, hard. I could feel his body push onto mine and it just made me melt. He had all control at this point, I felt like a noodle underneath him.

"You can have me.. all of me..." I whimpered out in between breaths.

All of a sudden, the night gown was on the floor, his robe was on the floor and there it was... his perfectly shaped V and his muscles... I am about to go to heaven!

"You are MINE Isabelle.." He whispered on my lips before he pulled his pants off and then looked down at me with his eyes full of lust.

"Are you sure you're ready for me?" I heard him whisper in my ear, with a teasing tone.

I nodded and kissed him, hard. I couldn't wait any longer. I wanted him NOW, I needed him, NOW.

He kissed down my neck softly and It felt like he was making a trail of fire as he went. I could not take the teasing any longer.

"Jason... please." I said between breaths.

"Please what.." He said between kisses.

"I want...you...need you." At this point, my body was arching to his and it felt like this fire I have been feeling with him, set off once it finally happened.

I screamed in response and covered my mouth quickly.

He stopped, "What's wrong?!"

I knew my face was red, I was grateful the light was off and only a lamp on in the corner.

"I.. uh.. just didn't know you would be..." I said glancing down at him only half inside me.

He chuckled and starting kissing my neck again. "Do you want me to stop?"

"NO!" I said, way to eagerly. He stopped kissing my neck and looked at me and raised his eyebrows.

"Good.. because after tonight, you will officially be mine. ALL. MINE." and with that, he went even further and I gripped the sheets and let out a huge moan.

This only motivated him more because he started going harder and harder. My body felt all these different feelings... I couldn't keep up.

Suddenly I felt my body start to shake, slowly, and I knew it was my time, I felt it. He triggered me and then it happened. I felt this explosion go off in my body and my body was stuck to him like a magnet. I was so weak, I couldn't move. I was so happy, here in this moment with him.

Then, I could tell he was about to as well because I felt him get bigger and harder and then he moaned and grabbed my hips, and pulled them as far as they could go to him. He let out a growl/moan and then He laid down next to me breathing heavy.

A few minutes go by of us just laying there together.

He turned to me and started rubbing my arm.

"You.. are amazing. Everything about you. I am so happy you're mine. You've made me the happiest man alive." He said quietly and kissing my forehead softly.

I moaned in response to him, and scooted closer to him. I was facing him and only inches from his lips. I locked eyes with him, and I knew this was the moment. It was like someone opened a door and I could feel all his emotions too. I kissed his lips slowly and locked eyes with him again.

"Jason..."

"Yes beautiful?" He said half smiling as he pushed the hair out of my face.

"I love you." I said staring into his eyes, I swear, I saw his change and he grabbed my face and kissed me so hard, it almost hurt.

"I love you too Isabelle." He said while getting comfortable next to me.

In this moment, I knew no matter what would happen, If I have him by my side? Everything will work out and be just fine.

I felt my body relax completely against his.

This... this was plain... bliss.

I fell asleep for the first time, in a long time,happy and safe.

Bring on tomorrow's troubles, cause I'm ready.