Last summer has come to an end. The days are getting shorter, school is starting, and it's that time of year again. Time to remember you.
Remember how are used to hate the summer? We never did anything fun, and hardly saw each other. I remember when we were so excited for our last year to start. I remember wanting to be with you forever.
But I didn't realize it would be your final year.
Before that, before any of that, we love each other, only in different ways. I was your closest friend. I was your friend from childhood. That's how you love me.
At first, you were my closest friend from childhood. Then… It developed. I loved you. I love you so much. I want to be with you forever. That's how I love you.
Then, you disappeared.
I lost myself. I didn't know what to do. You're like me, and it wasn't your choice. I know that I depended on you, but I didn't realize how much. I didn't know who I was. I never really developed on my own. I always depended on you. I was hanging out with you. I didn't even realize that I was always by your side and I never bloomed.
But you blossomed, blossomed into a beautiful rose… That's ironic.
Your name and features were like a rose. Your long curly locks, your fair skin, your sweet smile. Everything about you was beautiful.
Even now, even now after you're gone I still love you… And even now...
I still don't know who I am.