Isabella POV

" honey are you okay.."

dad knocks on the door.

" all square and good dad" I answered

" you know that you can tell me anything that's bothering you.."

" dad I am fine.. gosh I am your big girl remember.."

" yeah but big girls tend to be stupid sometimes.."

" i swear I just need a good sleep.. "

" alright honey.. just remember I am just a step away.. "

" goodnight dad.."

" goodnight honey.. I love you.."

once I heard his footsteps fainting away I let the tears rush out, I didn't want to be a sober but emotions won't cooperate do they, the more I try to get over it the more it get worse, you see I lost the love of my life, my love and my husband Marcus in line of duty. he was posted in Afghanistan a month after we got married two months later soldiers carried his coffin home.

I never image life would be this cruel given the fact i lost my mom to cancer two years ago. the universe seems like an empty meaningless square of globe.

when Marcus propose me I thought happiness have finally found it's way to my life, I thought all the troubles of my life has rewarded me a blissful life when I met Marcus.

I flip over our old photos how happy we were that we found eachother, he was a perfect man, the man who promise to hold my hands till the last of his breathe. our journey was short yet so painful to

call it a past and a forgotten memory.

I just wish I had enough time to take care of him and return a little love of what he gave to me. the future ahead looks like a dark horror movie, where do I began and how do I pretend it's too easy to move on from him.

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August POV:

" honey the letters are they yours.. I found them while cleaning your room, thought I did throw them away since you have a habit pilings up unnecessary papers, but I thought why not show them to you before throwing them away.."

mom came down holding the letters

" mom those letters belong to someone else can you please keep them safe.. I am yet to deliver them.."

" since when did you change your job from being a captain to being a postman.."

" mom as I said they are important..."

" to Isabella... why does the name sound familiar..."

" the girl next door..."

" you mean Mr Harris daughter... we were neighbors when we were in Fromtia right... oh I remember you had a crush on her.."

" mom can please stop your nonsense.. "

" but why do you have her letters... did you wrote them for her... "

" oh my god mom... her husband wrote those letters but never posted them so I thought why not deliver them to her since I know her.."

" what is she married I thought she is too young.. and why would you bring the letters her husband could have done it.."

" he was killed..."

" you mean Marcus... oh lord what is happening here."

" yes Marcus married her... now please return the letters to me.."

" poor girl heard she lost her mom to cancer.. why is the world so unfair to her.. and why are you pending it.. "

" it's only being five month since Marcus died I want things to cool down to get them to her.."

" do you think you can't do it because you still love her..."

" mom..."

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