Eras POV
I've always hated it.
Finding her, holding her and just when she loves me. She remembers
Everything
Do you know what it's like to have the person you love dear being taken the form you over and over again
It's like having your thrown into flames and eaten by beasts, like myself
I love her goddess I love her, but it hurts.
Her smile is contagious, infectious and sweet, I'll give anything to have her in my arms for more than 18 years.
But she won't let me, she won't let me give myself up for her, but there is one thing other from this bond that me to her.
Memories
That plays in her hearts and jumbles her sanity.
"Your birthday is tomorrow" I whispered sadly, I didn't look in her eyes, because the reads them like an open book, but today might just be the last chapter
But i want her to see them i want her to know how much I'm braking how much it's hurt, how much I love her
So this time I look up, her eyes were blue in this lifetime, which saddens me even more, this was not her's, this body was not her, but her soul this, that is why she's trapped because her soul is tied to mine.
To a beast
Floods, that's what I saw when I saw them, She never cries and it hurts knowing I'm the cause of it.
"Eras do you remember the poem you wrote to me last time" her tears betrayed her they both surrendered as they slide down her cheeks but she smiled anyway.
"Yes" I whispered and she closed her eyes as if soaking in my last words
"Why don't you say it for me" she replies, I stood up from the rocking chair I made for her and lay beside me her eyes on my looked directly to the ceiling her head on my shoulders and her legs tangled with mine.
"Fine but only because it's your birthday tomorrow," I said, she whispered a 'thank you' and close her eyes, i could quite move since i was chained to the bed but bed head could, so I spend the rest of the time looking at her
I cracked, I felt pain, this suffering
As new wounds appear on my arms and legs. As my body goes limb
But still, you walk towards me, with arms of approval with smiles of sincerity with eyes of hope.
I ran, I sprint, I stopped
My foot bends, my heart stops my bones cracked, but still, you find me and my silent screams.
I'm scared. I don't want you to be broken, I don't want you to hurt. As you stand behind me as my knees rotate I close my eyes
I break, my body bend, then it stopped, I live, I love, I laugh for my body only bends for you
For this bond between souls
So true, for a beast to a fine beauty
To love that loves me too
"Hey Mr. CockyassAlpha" Lisa said snapping her finger in front of my face, she is so close, i could smell it her scent, roses, and vanilla
She cleared her throat "Uhm you're in front of the fridge"
"And"
" I want to go in the fridge " she replied
"And"
She sighed "Will you excuse me " I slowly slide out of her way and give a nice smile not big enough to catch my eyes but just enough to show my dimples
Just like that, her heart rate speeds up, I love the effect that I have on her, normally she wouldn't show it.
She took out a pack of Oreos, Nutella and a glass of milk, a very odd combination for a very odd girl
" So Mister.I-was -shoved-with-a-cocky-stick-up-my-ass, what is the game plan, I mean, I can't be stuck like this my mind is going crazy with all these random memories" She states
I snickered "Well I don't know about my ass but my cock only stands for you" I retort
"With all this talk I might just cut it off " I made a fake scared face and put both arms over my crotch protectively
"Don't hurt him, this bad boy it's what's going to help you " she rolled her eyes at me
"And I don't even think I would have the courage to do it after we mate," she said thoughtfully
"On the contrary, I think it'll be like five seconds before you used that knife I give you," I said seriously.
"Really, why!" She gasped, it's more in excitement than shock
"I don't know you did that almost every time we mate"
"Hey am I any different from who I was before?" she asks, i looked straight in her eyes and answered
"No, you were like this when we first met too, funny, strong and beautiful" she smiled at me but its the truth but now she's back in her own body
Maybe this time will be different, maybe this time we will grow old together.
Maybe this time we can make new memories, have kids, and watch them grow.
So this time I'm going to do this right.
"Hey hottie your spacing out again," she announced "You tend to do that a lot "
But I can't dwell on this i have to break this curse
"Hey"
I have to fix this
"Hello"
For my love
"Hey smart mouth"
And i only have seven months
"Lisa, will you go on with me?"