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Chapter 4 - jump off

Today my day fell apart, that evil witch  found out my dad put a bid in on the house and she kicked him out and wouldn't let me go with him. I am still aloud to go with my friends to the concert. But I don't want to go. But amaber and Jacob are almost here. And I can't tell them no….

I grab the keys to my car and I drive it over to Amber's and pick her up and then I go and get Jacob his house is the sameway to consult. When we get to his house I ask Amber if she doesn't mind sitting in the back seat. When Jacob comes out of the house I tose him my car keys and I get in the passenger side. They both look at me like they know something is wrong. And Jacob was the first to brake the silence " sis what's wrong?" "My dad and I are not moving away from my mom. Cuss she found out and kicked him out and she said he he tryes to take me with him. She will call the police." I can now feel teases falling down on my face.

Everyone gose quite till we get to the concert, I fell like I am just a pupate. I wish I could just cut my streings. We have back stage pass for after the cony but I am not even here in my own mind I can't even enjoy hearing the band I have been looking forward to seeing. I see Amber and Jacob rocking out and having fun. But to me it's all going by in a haze, I hear that there playing one of my favorite songs but it doesn't even brake though my haze. 

It's all around me,

And I can't wish this away,

You so amaze me,

You took my monster away,

Wake me, c'mon and wake me up now I

Want to cut off my strings and break,

Loose of your control of me,

Cut your strings and be free with me,

Everybody, shake your body,

Lift your hands, stop frontin',

You're just a puppet,

To all the marionettes

If your gonna run, how fast ya gonna run?,

And If your gonna jump, how high can you jump?,

All you perpetrators be walkin' round frontin',

What?, you fakers afraid to stand for somethin'?/ why don't ya stand

Up n' break me off somethin'?(x2)

Ya want to make it outta sight?,

Somebody want to get live tonight?,

We can hit that, flip that, settle the score,

'n' ain't nobody rock a crowd like this before,

Ya want to make it outta sight?,

Somebody want to get live tonight?,

Like an earthquake, let it shake,

Make the floor vibrate, Krutch y'all,

Back to set the record straight.

All y'all people, listen, it's on,

Krutch marauders we on a mission,

Hittin' ya with the air ammunition,

At war with the puppet master, ..

I'll bring it on if I had to,

Rip it 'n' leave the whole scene shattered,

Like, chik, blaow!, what ya think of me now,

I'm lettin' my dawgs out,

Makin' it loud so hear me shout, what?,

We be comin' laced with bass,

Hit the place with no trace,

When we rock the space,

To all the people still sleepin'

If your gonna run, how fast ya gonna run?

I feel my friends pull me to the vip entrance,  and then I feel someome shakes my hand and tingles go though my skin. And then we are on our way home.

After dropping everyone off I find my self grabbing some rope and a cinder block and walking to the lake. I am looking out over the cause way and all my will to live is not longer here.

I use a slipknot to tie the rope to the cinder block and the tie the other end around my waist. And I jump. 

Everything is getting dark and it hurts to breath in the water. As I close my eyes I could swear they guy that took my hand that caused the tingles was there infrount of me. And it all gose black.