After Lisa had revealed the truth to us that all that happened didn't have to happen, we once again sat there in silent. This was becoming quite the repeating pattern by now. But this silent wouldn't remain for long, it wouldn't be broken like the others before. I could already see how angry Emilia had gotten. Her face was bright red by now and she had quite the trouble with keeping a steady breath.
Meanwhile I only felt bad; I felt bad about being somewhat happier now. It kind of felt like a stone had been lifted of my heart, making everything at least a bit easier. Now the guilt wouldn't weigh me down much longer to such an extent. All this time I had really taken it to my heart what happened. But now I could at least share the blame with Lisa.
