I spent the first couple days after getting back from the mission in my room, trying to figure out what I would do in the future. Sure, I also took some time to grieve, but in the end I knew it wouldn't change anything.
What could change the current situation however was me getting stronger and growing faster than any other hybrid before me did. If I really want to save Yoru, I have to go beyond common sense. My training regime until now wouldn't be able to get me anywhere close to my goals, so I had to step it up another notch.
One way this could be made possible easier is the demon form Meteora talked about in the fight. I seem to be able to get into a similar state, yet not completely the same thing.
