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Chapter 4 - 4. I shouldn't

Lily nudged me and I came back to the present. "Come on, let's go."said Diana with clenched teeth. "Not necessary to ruin our first day by talking to this bitch." D held us both by our hands and pulled our hands.

As we walked towards the building, I could feel his gaze boring into my back. I was tempted to turn back, but decided against it.

But then, I couldn't control myself and turned back for a fleeting second. He was standing with his arm around April's waist but was looking straight at me.

I quickly turned back front and tried to get thoughts of him away. But I could swear he almost smiled...

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Josh's POV :

Coming back to school for me is just one word : traumatic. I cannot bear to look at her like that..like I broke her heart...which I kinda did. But I didn't have a choice...

April's up to her mischief again. She keeps mocking and taunting everyone. Whatever, I don't really care..

I go to April today...and what else? Again the mocking. I froze when I saw whom she was taunting. Her. She looked beautiful as always, with those wavy curls and brown eyes. I couldn't stop staring as April mocked her. I couldn't stop myself and the words slipped, "Enough of this charade. April, let's go." WAY TO GO, JOSH!!

She turned and I stared as her soft brown eyes looked at me.. with that look. Of hurt. It made me feel like punching myself. I am such a douche.

As she turns and walks away, I can't peel my eyes of her. It's my fault, I know it. I want to be with her, but I can't...I SHOULDN'T. But it ain't easy...

I watch her as she walks away and I swear she almost turned back. A spark of hope rose in my heart which was immediately extinguished. She just walked away...just like I had.

April starts talking about some sleepover they have tonight, but I can't pay attention. All I can think about is the girl who still makes my heart beat faster. I know I shouldn't care....but that doesn't stop me from doing so...

Author's note : Haha, surprise! The Josh's POV is an extra bonus. I know it's a cheesy chapter, but yeah it is important as it gives a glimpse into the enigma that is Josh Hunter. Thank you for reading. Pls comment and give suggestions, y'all!!