I looked to the two person I love the most before leaving Ren with Hans. We need to find my parents first so I could feel at peace with my Family and doesn't even think a lot of problems here.
"Hon, let's go now. Hans will take care of our son." Sabi nya nang tingnan ko ang alanganin ang dalawa na naka tayo at nakatingin sa amin ni Lucas.
Tumango ako bilang pag san-ayon. "We'll be back, just calle me if he cry." Sabi ko kay Hans na nagpakunot naman ng noo kay Lucas.
I looked at Lucas, suddenly remember that he still doesn't know what my son wants and hate. Maybe, I should tell him soon because he deserve to know. After all, he's the father of our child. I don't want to hold grudges to another people anymore, so my chest wouldn't feel heavy and have a peaceful life will be.
We are at the way with waze. Lucas know everything so I think we will go to the abonded Hotel. Sa una ay nagtaka pa ako dahil sa sobrang layo nito. Why Abonded Hotel? And why did he know? I think some enemy's are still alive and kicking.
"I still receive some death threats but I wouldn't mind. As long as I can fight with them in combat. I'll make sure we will find your parents, Hon." He smiled at me before looking at the road.
I took some deep breathe before I nodded. Hindi ko pa din alam kung paano makikitungo sa kanya hanggang ngayon. He was my home since then. And I feel at peace when I am with him. I think my love for him was unconditional. Even when he leave me for years just for the sake of our safety, maybe I can give him another chance without having an anxiety and depression.
"After this, patunayan mo ang gusto mong patunayan. Nang makita ko na kung deserve mong bigyan kita ng chance. Kahit hindi na sakin, para sa anak na lang natin." Naiiyak kong sambit at nag iwas ng tingin.
It hurts me so much everytime Ren asked me about his Daddy. But now he's growing, he understand what I feel. I didn't know, he still a kid to understand what I feel and he knows when to shut up and comfort me instead.
Nakikita ko sa kanya ang Daddy nyang kasama mo ngayon. They look a like kaya kahit na hindi ko na nakikita si Lucas ay ang anak naman namin ang nakikita ko bilang kamukha nya. That's why I suffer for 7 years alone. Now, I'm not feeling alone, hindi ko alam kung dahil ba magkasama kami dahil nagbago ulit ang pakiramdam ko.
Mabilis kaming nakarating at sabay namin binuksan ang pintuan ng kotse nya bago bumaba. I looked the tall abonded hotel building before stepping in. I hold my silent gun and walked silently. Nararamdaman kong nakasunod si Lucas sa likod ko if ever someone attacked me from the back.
"Hon, this way. I am sure and this is not a scam. I hear something at the second floor. Familiar voice to me." Sabi nya at iginaya ako paakyat sa maalikabok na hagdan.
He's right, we heard some noice followed with a disappointed when I saw the record of voice in cellphone.
"They are not here for sure, they still wanted to play with us together with the Fake Guttierez." Inis na sabi ko sa kanya at kinuha ang cellphone upang may patunay.
He sighed in defeated. "Those two Fake Guttierez are died. The real Guttierez was an unknown person. But I am sure that they are two person because they are siblings too."
Tinignan ko lang sya bago itago sa bulsa ng jacket ko ang lumang phone. "They won't hide my family here, in the basement of mansion or some abonded places will be. We need to get out of here." Sabi ko sa tagal ko nang pag trabaho sa organisasyon ay alam ko na kung saan nila tinatago ang Pamilya ko.
"Don't worry Chloe, I'll help you to find your Family. Let's go back." He simply said while we are heading to his Car.
Kumunot ang noo ko. "What?! No! You said you will help me, what's wrong?" Natatarantang sabi ko.
I am so desperate to find my family after 7 years of being alone together with my Son and Hans. I wouldn't be happy completely if I still failed to found my Family. I shouldn't be useless into their eyes. I almost begging to Lucas infront of him when I hold his Hands.
"Please, I'm begging you, help me to find my Family. I am so desperately want to know if they are still alive." O cried in front of him. "I don't want to be a failed daughter of my parents eyes, so please. I'm losing hope." I cried on his shoulder when he hugged me tightly.
"Don't worry, I'll help you, just trust me for this okay? I wanted to prove that I deserve a second chance into your life. Please, trust me in this. I love you and I won't ever let you lose to me again. Shushh Honey, stop crying right now. I am here, I'll make you happy and I fixed your broken heart and pieces into your heart, you will never be alone now." Marami pa syang sinasabi habang pinapatahan nya ako. I cried more because he's words are comforting me.
I'll never thought that this will be happening to me for a second time. I thought I'll be a hopeless person wanted a Romantic one who will love me and never leave me til the end. I hugged him tightly even it's not easy to trust him again, but I needed him to find my parents together with his sister.
"Alright." Bulong ko at kumalas sa yakap nya. "Then let's do this, I'll trust you again this time." But not fully trusted. I wanted to say more but I choose to be solent because he's hurting too.
He kissed my forehead before guiding me. "Thank you, I love you so much. I promise I'll do everything for you and to our son."